JACQ,I'M STRONG!<3

I forgot the meaning of being contented.

2012-02-12T22:51:00.016+08:00

I'm so bored in work. :'(

Wrote alot of " i'm so bored" to kill time. :/

LOLS. I'm so bored that i went to the extend to take my own picture! Me in store! :)

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Well, read tuesday with morrie by mitch albom for some time, a book from jing wei, one of my smartest friend. The book is filled with good expression and statements. Simple story but cool book. Haven't read finish because i want to read slowly and really understand and enjoy this good book. :)

Auden, one great poet said, "Love each other or perish" without love, we are like birds with broken wings.

Morrie said one paragraph that i thought it was nice, it goes," but detachment doesn't mean you don't let the experience penetrate you. on the contrary, let it penetrate fully. That's how you are able to leave it "

" if you hold back on to the emotion- if you don't allow yourself to go all the way through them- you can never get to being detached, you're too busy being afraid. You're afraid of the pain, you're afraid of grief. You're afraid of the vulnerability that loving entails"

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" but by throwing yourself into these emotions, by allowing yourself to dive in, all the way, over your head, you experience them fully and completely. You know the what the pain is.You know what love is. You know what grief is. And only then you can say," all right i have experience that emotion, i have recognised the emotion. Now i need to detach from the emotion for a moment."

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When you learn how to die, you learn how to live."

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how we feel lonely, sometimes to the point of tears, we don't let those tears come because we are suppose to cry. Or how we feel a surge of love for a partner but we don't say anything because we're frozen with the fear of what those words might do to the relationship.

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wash yourself with emotion. It won't hurt you. It will only help. If you let the fear inside, if you pull it on like a familiar shirt, then you can say to yourself, " all right, it's just fear, i don't have to let it control me. I see it for what it is."

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same for loneliness : you let it go, let the tears flow, feel it completely-but eventually be able to say," all right that was the moment with loneliness.i'm not afraid of feeling lonely , but now i'm going to put that loneliness aside and know what that there are other emotions in the world, and i'm going to experience them as well.

By another famous poet:

" Each night when i go to sleep, I die. And the next morning, when i wake up, I am reborn." - mahatma gandhi

Feel so satisfied with my post now.

Life is a word that has millions of meaning. It's so hard to be understood.

However, i will experience everything in life and stand up straight after every fall. I promised. :)

Life is not only about emotions but also temptations, how many people can control and resist from temptations?

I remember telling myself that i would be contented if i have a (not so old fashioned) phone and a ipod to satisfy my hunger for music, but now, i kept pushing and telling myself to earn more money so that i can have a IPHONE. Because temptations is all around me, my sis, my friends, my cousins and my colleagues are using IPHONE. I totally forgot the meaning of the word contented.

Hopefully after sometime i will be able to understand the meaning of this word again. :(

Hot tomato. yummmm

2012-02-12T00:14:00.009+08:00

The BOSS of ytdy.

Hot tomatooooooooo. I like their services and soup! :)

Side dish, and the lime drink! (Y) Thumbssss UP!

-Fel took the main dish with her iphone. So too bad. Can't blog abt it. But it was good! :)

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Went to NEX just now with mum, sis and bro. Had a fulfilling dinner @ hot tomato! Bro treated us. He owed us ever since he got his letter that has stated he got in NTU! Like seven months ago... -.-'

Ordered teriyaki chicken. The chicken comes with pasta!The pasta and the chicken was a perfect combination. :) *yummmms*

Well, sis got her IPHONE 4S. :@

Jealous much, but have to wait till my plan end THIS YEAR AUG.

I'm going to get Iphone 5. I MUST. :)

Have to save $500+.. Mum said she's not going to pay for us. :'(

Got myself another job as a promoter in the upcoming IT fair in March! The basic pay isn't really high but at least i can earn commission based on my hard work! :)

Working tomorrow morning, 1030-3. Gosh.

Morning shift. Boring, always doing it alone.. :'(

Hope and pray that tomorrow morning @ 11am, it'll rain..

Then nobody will come and buy ice cream. :) Hehe.

Last friday, i worked with sarah till 10pm but trained home at about 1030pm. Reached home at about 11. :(

Free OT for bnj AGAIN. -.-'

But I had fun with her! We drank snapple, ate cookies, ice cream and APPLE PIE! :) (shhhhh~)

Saw my cousin on the train, she look so pretty in her dress. And i look bad in my dirty bnj shirt.:(

Well, not hoping school reopen so quickly.

I HAVEN'T STUDY ENG YETTTTT!!!!!!

For eng, i watched TWO movies today, dear john and remember me. Spent the whole afternooon, gosh. Realising that it doesn't really help to improve my eng. :'(

Afterall, i prefer dear john more than remember me though in remember me, edward cullen acted in the show. But i feel that remember me ending really sucks and the female lead actress is not really pretty. :( WASTED.

Well, i'll be sleeping soonz.

Working tomorrow. I'll make it a point to study jing wei's eng assessment book tomorrow night! I MUST! :)

Hmm. Lonely valentines day again this year. Shitz. >:3

HAHAH, looking out for AC JC guys in my bnj store during work. :x

I'll find a nice valentine next year. :)

Eng can be fun.

2012-02-10T00:42:00.003+08:00

Slacking these few days, hahahah, stay at home and rest.

Watching the tv program by rui en! Loving rui en and ow xuan!! :)

Went to chee hao's house for eng tuition with sherlene.

HAHA, the english tutor made me feel that eng is so fun now!

Hopefully, i will do well for this year olvl. Pray hard. :)

Well, work tomorrow. BORING.

Hopefully, work with somebody i like. :)

Ariessa or sarah, please god! :)

In deep love with zayn malik. Wondering why he look so CUTE!!!!!! :D

PARTY!! :)

2012-02-07T23:15:00.017+08:00

REESE's PEANUT BUTTER CUP I BOUGHT HOME! $12!

Me and my EXPRESS TICKET!! ^^

Me and my new friend! :)

SEXY! :D

In concert~

After work MOVIE!

TICKET TO USS!

Had so much fun these few days! While my JC friends are busy making new friends. :)

Spent alot of money toooooo. :'(

But i've enjoyed myself. THAT'S LIFE! :D

Went movie " we not naughty" with my family except dad on friday and uss on monday! :)

Totally enjoyed myself!

I took the red and blue giant roller coaster twice each!! ^^v

Mummy ride for about 4 times, dragon ride for 4 times. Feel like puking after riding so many times. HAHAHAHHAAH.

Went tranformer! DAMN EXCITING!!!! I remember during the ride, because it's 4D, in the middle of the ride got one bullet shot towards me, i wanted to dart it, instead i knocked onto cassandra's head because she sat behind me, guess what, she actually thought my head was the bullet and she was angry with the sentosa management why she will get hit by the bullet on her head while gerlissa and the rest sitting beside her or in front of her felt nothing! HAHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHA :D

That's was damn epic! :D

Went all the kiddy rides and one concert. But i missed two shows. :'(

Had lots of fun! Around 7 plus, cassandra and i went back to hotel room and bath while sweehuang and gerlissa sent jasper and suryani back! :)

The hotel room was cosy and modern!

Ate toast box for dinner, lasksa with barley!Then ate supper, tradition peanut butter toast on 1am.

Photospam with sweehuang's camera! And slacked in the room and watching the TV. Enjoy life~

In the morning was disturbed by the kids swimming in the pool because our hotel room balcony was facing the pool. -.- the kids screamed and screamed. Felt like throwing the pillows down to ask them to lower their volume! x:

Bathed, walked around uss and vivo then trained home! :)

FELT DEAD TIRED and RESTLESS when i reached home. :(

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Sighs, in the end i've decided not to put braces. :'( Though mum want to sponsor me, i think i should save the money myself! while i wait for my (touchwood) wisdom teeth to grow out, i don't want it to destroy my braces! :')

My eye grew something small in the eye bag area. :'(

Cannot wear contact lens these few days. :''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''(

Byeeeeeeeeeee~

I like ONE DIRECTION's music!!

ESP: ZAYN MALIK! HE's SO HOTTTTTTTT!!

TIRED.

2012-02-05T16:39:00.003+08:00

Feeel so tired with real life drama.
Work, friends and studies. :(
Working in bnj is so stressful, my manager is super IRRITATING.Seriously. I really can't stand her any longer. For one day,i might just explode. :'(
She kept asking me to do this and that. LIKE A MAID. Don't she know i'm just responsible to SCOOP THE FREAKING ICE CREAM ONLY and SERVE THE FRIGGING CUSTOMERS?!
I remember last thurs, ariessa and i was counting the money till about 9.30 pm and we are suppose to end our work at 9 O'CLOCK.
Then a customer came in and i said, " sorry, we are closed" Then she say, next time if got customers must serve,i was like :O,!@#$^&#@!@%^$#@! FREAKING HELL, WE WORK EXTRA HALF AN HOUR FOR FREE AND ASK ME TO SERVE THE CUSTOMER WHEN I'M SUPPOSED TO BE HOME?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CRAP.I need to change my job soon. I'm not any free labour or not those I.Q below normal human's IQ. The whole process of working, i'm not enjoying myself. But i kept telling myself what my dad told me, whoever bullies you, will get their retributions.
And whenever another higher rank manager comes in, my fcuking manager will start to bitch again. GOSH. When can i have peace and enjoy my work?! :'(

Friends issues. Gosh. i really wish that i am able to enter a JC.Even though now i have a long holidays all my good friends are not able to enjoy with me. Really hope i will find good friends when i'm in poly and strive for excellence. I must do well in POLY. Ten times harder than in secondary school. I want to get scholarship.

Studies. Eng Olvl exam. :( Having an english tuition this thurs. With sherlene and chee hao. Hopefully, i can hand in all my compos to her and won't give her a shock of her life. :')

Well, how many people will actually be able to accept the downs in life? :'(
I'm definitely not the people i mentioned.

Jacqueline'll be stronger and stronger. Hopefully.

Wow.

2012-01-30T23:10:00.007+08:00

This is my blog, i can write whatever i feel, so if you don't feel good about what i posted, kindly just leave.

I hate the life i'm having now.Totally screwed up.
Life is filled with people whom i really don't feel like entertaining and people i don't feel right with. :(
All my good friends are all away from me, they can no longer help me when i need them or rather in the future, they might not have time to bother about me anymore but they are the ones i hope to have them by my side. :(
And those who i felt that they are like people from the other planets, i have to go through the future with them. i'm not discriminating anyone but their life styles are totally different from mine. I miss harriet, i miss brenda, i miss koh qing and weiqi, i miss jing wei and shawn badly too. I want the fun we used to. :(
I like the style they handle they relationship and maintain it, they don't tie each other down and they respect each other's decision and they joke and crack around without hurting each other and they respect each other as they chat and talk. they don't order or demand people to do things for them in an irritating tone. They are friendly and they think the best for their friends. :(
I will definitely miss them I WILL MISS THEM. I really don't want to lose them. :(

Life is long and we will meet different people in life and many will make an impact in our life but how many people will leave a fond memories of them in our life. I remember someone told me, that human usually tends to remember the wrongs that people do more clearly than the goods they do. But i remembered more of their goods. :(
Cause they are really nice and the friends i'm always looking for.

Well, i have to say truthfully that the people in my course that i know, i knew long ago they are not the people i will last long with. Really not those i would hang out with. I just don't know why. the feelings and atmosphere i have with them is so different. :'(

I want my old life back. I know that there's no point grumbling about it. But i really wish god might be informed or he might see my post and bless me with intelligences and perservances so that i will do well and meet my friends in local university. :'(

I must really start sowing so that my fruit will be bear. God i really need your blessing,support and presence, please stay by my side and give me an invisible power to strive.

with love,
jacq.

Busyyyy beeeeee~

2012-01-29T00:34:00.013+08:00

Me riding the old (trishaw)(?)

Love~

Sentosa CNY FLOWER EVENT. ;)

Us. Dad didn't came. :(

Supper!! :D

ME! LOLS. :)

So tired now. *yawns*

The day before ytdy, i worked FULL SHIFT. Woohoooo. 12pm-8pm

injured myself during closing. My thumb bled profusely and the whole thumb was so sore and my partner was like don't even bother :'( because we are all rushing back. :(
worked 30 minutes of OT for FOC. :(

Then quickly trained to amk to my uncle's house. Saw Rae and rainie! :D

They're so CUTE. Esp Rae, the older one! ^^v

Ytdy morning woke up at 9am. Even though the last night i slept at 1.30am.

Went jogging with dominique and Jing wei. LOLS.

Jing wei ran damn FAST AND FAR. And i'm like some overweight pig. :'(

I run so slowly but at the last part i was ahead of dom cause he got back pain. :x

Cooled down exercise with dom and jw until about 11.30am.

Dead tired. But satisfied because at least i tried to exercise. :'(

Bathed, lunch then bused to hg mall to meet my classmates at 3pm.

went to mr Chang's house. :) Saw his son, wife, dog and new born daughter! :)

Gambled for while, won 6 bucks! ^^v

Met Bro, sis and mum at 7 in habourfront. :)

Went to sentosaaaaaaaa! :D

The Flower Event, the whole place was so nice and beautiful.

We could have walk further but FEL was late for the meeting time which was suppose to be at 7.

:( We started walking only at 8. :'(

But manage to see most of the things there. :')

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Going dora's hse on mon! :D

Playing mahjong and blackjack!~~

Happy dragon year! :)

CNYYYYYYY!

2012-01-26T13:08:00.002+08:00

DAY 2!

Day 1 that day was damn warm. Went my uncle's house, he owned the largest house among all my relatives but his house was the warmest of all. -.-

My Cousin and sis! <3 ^^v

Me and my cousin! <3 C:

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CNY is about to end. :(

No more holidays i can anticipate for anymore. :(

Well, day 1 and 2 was actually a fun day for me with my father's and mother's sides family members, ate lots of bbq pork and sea cucumbers! :)

Did not receive alot of ang bao this year. HAHA. :(

Did not win any money from black jack! :(

But dad gave me a BIG ang bao! :D $88.

auspicious number! :D and mum still the same. :')

HAHAHAHHHAHAAHHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHHA

Well, not going to rochester to take a picture. It's so far! And i'm having a bad flu.

:'(

I want to go my aunt's house! Pass her the masks mum bought for her! But i don't think she's free. :'(

Boring, going to start writing compos again. :'(

Haven't email Mr sim last week's compo. :x

Bye.

the warmth from the sunset. :)

2012-01-21T18:51:00.002+08:00

It's currently 6.52 pm. The sun rays from the sun set is still very bright. :)

Loving the warmth. Well, it's CNY eve eve today, not really excited for tomorrow. :(

I really hope i will enjoy my chinese new year this year. Not like last year, it was ruined by my parents. :'( My parents are damn demanding in terms of housework and school work. Really tired with all their naggings and scoldings. they make me don't feel like being at home during the weekends. :( I really miss my aunty. :'(

Well, life got to go on, Life ahead is not going to be easy for me, especially me losing faith in myself.I hate studying and i hate receiving results, i hate comparing with others, i hate myself for not able to do what i really want.

Well, this cny is really too early, not really in the mood to celebrate especially after receiving such an atrocious results. :'(

Life is unfair. It's always unfair but i always don't understand why. God created us all differently and specially. many says that everyone has a talent. Haha, i really don't know what i'm reallly good in except for sleeping and watching drama. :(

Hopefully, life will get better. " think of success like how we want to breathe. "

WOW. going to write one more composition, hopefully, i can finish by today.

:'(

I neeed faith and joy in life.

TIBITS!

2012-01-21T00:49:00.006+08:00

They've helped me alot.

19/01

Went out for xiao long bao buffet in holland village!

We didn't know that we are needed to booked a place before entering, but god blessed us, he reserved a table for the 11 of us! :)

Had really alot of fun with the guys!

Stuffed 12 xiao long bao plus many many other things! :)

$27.20. (heartache.)

When shopping before the dinner. :D

Didn't dare to buy clothes, afraid that fel will comment about my taste. -.-'

but i bought something small, a RING. haha $5. :)

Not bad, at least i got something and brenda bought me another LOVE ring from diva for christmas. :) Sweet uh, she noticed i like that ring during our malaysia trip. <3

Went koh qing's house after that, have the time of my life, MAHJONG! ^^

And there is a cute little dog in her hse! OMGOSH. RUSSEL. Breed: Maltese, white. He's super hyper but he sticks to lyekit only.

&& Lyekit kept shouting NO NO NO, even though she likes the dog alot. cause the dog kept climbing on her. HAHAHAHAHAHHA! ;D

Had lots of funnn! :D

Reached home at about 11.30! :x

20/01

Went shopping in ntuc for CNY today with mum and dad. :)

HAHAHA, spend about 170 on the tibits i chose. :x

Omgosh, i think my parents spent a lot this CNY. They bought the bbq pork for all my dad's side relatives.. and they need to pray twice so is equal to two times buffet. :D

Felt so guilty, never give my parents any money yet even though i worked in bnj for quite a while. because i spent as i earn. :'(

Btw, fel is mad. She bought alot of clothes! Tsk tsk. :)

Hopeless... HAHA.

I going to watch my draamamamaamma!~

Finished a compo today! Feel so accomplished now. :)

;

Bye blogger, i'm going to visit Mr sim and Ah ong next saturday! :D :D

FOR CNYYYYYYYYY! YAY~

Back Ache. /:

2012-01-18T22:23:00.003+08:00

WORRRRRRRRK TODAY.

Time passsed DAMN SLOW, the scoopy who worked with me today is no fun. :<

Did the Belgian waffle, twice and twice i forgot to put butter!!!!!!! Couldn't focus at all today. :(

The the whole waffle stick onto the machine!!!!!!!!! have to knock and brush it!

DAMN PISSED OFF. :(

Well, CNY IS ALMOST HERE.

HAHA. Mum bought all the clothes for me, tomorrow i'm going to top up those clothes with brends. :)

YAY! And have XLB buffet tomorrow like finally. :)

Look so tempting!! ^^

This year is a pretty different chinese new year.

This year, no grandpa and no xiao jiu mu. :'(

This year, different location. I wonder if we will feel as happy as we usually feel.

This year, i haven't start school yet for day 3 of new year. AHAHA. Can enjoy. ^^v

This year, i want to take a family portrait. Can post on facebook. :>

Btw, i saw his girlfriend's looks alrdy. I don't feel good for him, but i don't feel that i'm sad for losing him too. HAH. I don't know. Probably, i have already forget about him, i rather remember a faith dog whose video is posted in facebook&youtube than him , ;D

ROCHESTER BEN AND JERRY'S ROCKS! C:

Hopefully the business will pick up sooonzzzzzzz. :)

Cause i'm so bored working with no customers.

i will be stronger as i fall. :'(

2012-01-18T00:22:00.002+08:00

Watching this drama now! :)

It's a comedy! ^^ and it's starring Myolie Wu! <3

Went for work today in rochester. Worked with ariessa.

A new nice friend i met. :) Had fun working with her!

She said something i totally agreed. Bnj cookies taste better than Famous Amoz.

Just that we are not famous for cookies. :/

Well, 4 days to CNY! :D

Meeting brend and the rest on Thursssssssss, going to buy cny goodies on fridaaaayyy!

Tmr working alone.. Dang!

Hmm. Right. I should enjoy my days ahead. :)

Really hope to get into pharmaceutical sciences!

Realised 30th of jan i will know the posting results. HAHA.

If weiqi didn't sms me, i won't even know when i will know. :x

So ~~12 more days~~ to my posting results!

Doing morning shift all alone tomorrow!

Goodnight~ C:

W.o.r.k. -.-

2012-01-15T21:07:00.004+08:00

Life. A difficult word to be understood.

It's SUNDAY!!!!MON IS OFF DAY! YAY!! (:

10.30: bruono vista (rochester) *yawns*

Clean clean clean, burn, blister. ~~

4.oo: meet fel, buy chicken wing, buy bb tea.

5: HOME!

5-6: Mop floor. (dammit. :/)

6-now: FREE. :)

Email mr sim my compoosss! So freaking worried about his comments. Oh no.

I want to go SHOPPING!! Who's going to accompany me?! :<

Word to describe today: exhausted.

Btw, got to know a good friend today in bnj, Sarah! ^^

Hope to work with her in the future.

Not looking forward to this year's cny.

Confirm got alot of ppl ask me about olvls, which i really don't feel like answering and thinking about it again. :'(

I don't want CNY!

I'm ready for Poly.

I want pharmaceutical sciences!! Please god! :)

shopppppppinggggg~~~

2012-01-13T23:54:00.008+08:00

Went shopping today! :)
Bought two tops, one bottom, one dress and girls stuffs. ^^
Spent about a hundred. :D

Finished a COMPO today. WOW.
Haven't edit and check my compos yet. :/
Going to do it tomorrow! :$

Work tomorrowwwwwww. Kidz party. Going to meet those little devils tomorrow. So have to charge my battery to the max.

Going to have braces! I chose a date: 2/2/12. (i might back out.) X:
Braces is so scaryy..

OLVLS RESULTS.

2012-01-12T23:08:00.007+08:00

After so long of panicking and worrying, i got back my olevels results.

Not as i expected. :'(

EL: D7.

Emaths and Comb humanities: A2.

Amaths,Physics and Chem: B3.

Mother tongue L A1

Utterly disappointed in my English, Amaths. :'(

Satisfied with my Physics and Chem. (:

I never expected myself to fail english.

Now i only hope for a B3 for my second try for my english.

I'll try my very best to work really hard this time round, can't afford to fail anymore.

As for my JPSAE, i chose TP, pharmaceutical Sciences. :D

I will try my very best in this course. :)

Promised Kel and Brend that i'm going to meet them in local uni. I must do it!

Truly, i'm jealous about all my surrounding friends, talking about their choices of JC.

I wish that i can be part of their discussion. :'(

But god planned everything, he purposely add 1 more point to my english so i can't make it to JC.

God please, don't toy me anymore, You led me to the poly path, please bless me with intelligence and perseverance in my three years life ahead.

I really need your support.

Mr sim and dom agreed to mark my composition.

Got two pros to help me edit my composition. Really hope i will quickly start on my first composition! TOMORROW. I promised to finish one!

Going shopping tomorrow with mum and sis after finishing my compo! ^^

I will try my very best to achieve the most i can, even though i'm badly injured after the olvls war. Actually i have lost faith in myself, i've tried so hard for olvls, yet i still can't make it for JC. I bet teachers are damn disappointed in me. :'( Wasted so much of their time and yet i didn't do as well as they expected. Feel so guilty now. ):

Gonna work on my compo now! Bye.

Mr sim in facebook msg me,he said something meaningful;

"we always think about what could have been. but instead we should focus on what is to come''

I'm back.

2012-01-08T19:11:00.005+08:00

Heh, who's this guy?! Primary school idol! 5566!

Some museum~~~

The river and I.

Cute monk statue!

Alishan Restaurant. Freaking tired..

Some mountains.

Family portrait

I don't feel like taking but fel insist.

Boat journey in LOVE RIVER. (:

Back from Taiwan and Sec 1 camp. PHEW.

Taiwan trip was awesome~ Though i freaking hate it's cold weather. /:

Went all around taiwan, mostly i went sight seeing and night market,

Ate alot of oyster, pig trotter, dan dan noodles and many many moreeeeee~~~~~

Really enjoyed myself. (:

Sec 1 Camp was like a ):.

I didn't enjoy myself, the whole camp was so draining. ):

Becus i went taiwan from 27dec to 3rd jan, then 4th jan-6th jan was the camp.

Overslept the first day. Gosh. ):

Olvls results releasing tomorrow. O:

Well, not hoping much, i just want 15 and below for L1R5. ):

I want a B3 for english pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ):

Btw, i lost a nice scarf in taiwan, dammit. ):

Merry christmas!

2011-12-25T23:02:00.006+08:00

To be true, today was my worst christmas in my entire life.

Not going to explain much, just miss somebody in my life, who is damn important.

Without her, truly, my life is SCREWED UP EVERYDAY.

I can't take this anymore. )':

i need her badly to be back by my side. )': )':

I was wrong, non-home cooked food taste bad without her , macdonalds' or KFC doesn't taste as great as it used too. I missed her badly. I remember today is her favourite day, christmas. She always tell me about today, cause today is her god's birthday. And she will always harass me to ask mum to give her day-off on this date. I miss her harassnesss and nags! ):

And the person is ELLEN TACAMA SUGUITAN. MY dearest aunt.

I really wonder what's and how's she is doing. I lost contact with her. Facebook, she's didnt reply me, she used to call me in three months, but no news, heard that her country is quite in a mess now due to natural disasters. ):

I'm sure i will think of her every christmas. ):

aunt i miss you, if i'm rich, i will buy the citizenship thingy for you. ):

CHALET.

2011-12-20T21:58:00.004+08:00

Cousin and I. (:

My dearest niece and I. <3

Well, chalet is over. ):
Had fun with my cousins.
Rest for about 5 days, really don't feel like going to work.
Thurs got shift. *yawns..*

Eating, playing of cards, slacking, viewing stars and sun rise and bbqing together.
I miss those times. )':
I don't know how to do shower dutyyyyyy and bunk dutyyyyyyyyy. Zzzzzzz

Going taiwan soonnnnnnn,
i left with one weeeeeeeeeeek to do everything, gosh, how?!
:(

BNJ TRAINING.

2011-12-14T19:15:00.003+08:00

WOW. one day of BNJ training, TIRED.

Got my bnj cap and tee-shirt. (:

I chose the colours i liked except for the cap because no pink plus navy blue is hot, so everyone chose so i copied. LOLS.

got one manager say the red cap like pizzahut worker. HAHA. x:

Shopped with sister in kovan, she's a joker.

Laugh like some aunty cause she's really crappy. ):

Omg, falling in love with a song, one of the theme songs for YOU ARE THE APPLE OF MY EYE.

Damn niceeeeeeeeeeeee.(Y)

I'm so sad that the manager don't want let me work with my sister at cathay.

):, i thought they are happy.co. I don't understand if they wish the scoopers work happily, they should arrange us with those people we will be happy with what. )':

Scooping ice cream was tough. x.x

I scooped the ice cream and roll it into a ball, and then guess what, the ball of ice-cream rolled to another favour. -.- and i dirtied the another favour.

Another one is i dropped the ball of ice-cream, felt so disgraced. /:

Cause everyone scooped so well. )':

But quite satisfied with the waffle cone i made. (:

Kinda of had home econs lesson in bnj training, it was fun, tomorrow has more hands on work, (:

though working is tough, but i still like the feeling of good home after work. (:

I want to be those educated and wearing cool woman working suit to work, i want to drive to work instead of squeezing with people in the train, (:

I want to order and decide where are the people is going to work instead of them deciding for me, i want to be BOSS. Truly.

REFLECTION:

Life ahead is not going to be easy anymore, it concerns of my future.

Poly or JC. I'm going to accept the fact wherever god decide for me.

i trust his will and i trust that he will accept my decision. (:

Not that i dont have confidence in myself, is i know that if i got into a JC, i'm will not be up to it, my english is horrible. ): Friends there are not going to accept me for who am i. So i decided to go to poly i want to go uni after poly. i don't want to go poly and slack, i must go university wherever my future school is. /:

Life is like a test.

DINNER WITH MY CLASSMATES ORGANISED BY MY EX-FORM TEACHER TMR! (:

AWESOME~~

JOBBBBBBBBBB= YAWNS

2011-12-13T19:39:00.002+08:00

Went steamboat and hotplate with friends as well as interview on the same day.

Really had fun with my old CO friends. (:

Interview was alright, i got the job!

Training starts tomorrow. ): 9.30am,novena. /:

Done survey job with brenda this weekend, realised working and even asking a few questions was so tiring.. :( I must really study harder now.

because i don't want to work this type of job in the future... /:

Gonna read more storybooks and watch less dramas.

I finished alot of dramas and i'm falling in love with myolie wu.

She's so attractiveeeeeeeeeeee!

Ghetto justice is the best drama i feel i have watched out of all.

forensic heroes 3, the king of phoenixes, ghetto justice, 天與地,The Rippling Blossom and city hunter.

OMG. i finished all those drama in about one month...

Bye~ off for DINNERRRRRRRR! ^^

A tiring WEEK. (:

2011-12-02T23:38:00.007+08:00

Well, back for malaysia for quite a long time.

Got started with the boring-est event in a holiday, meetings!

Well, meeting really suck, facing someone i don't really like, that's really bad and the progress it's rather slow too. Quite worrying though. /:

WED: Meeting in the morning. &:

Went out with brenda, shaun and kelvin in the NIGHT.

Aston, frolick, MOVIE: You are the apple in my eye (Awesome(Y))

Train home it' about midnight 12. Oppsy.. HEHEH.

Had lots of fun laughing with those jokers! ^^

Thurs: ROT + finish CITY HUNTER FINALLY. (Y)

Friday: Meeting in the morning, 9am. O:

Outing with joy and oliver to watch Breaking Dawn at NEX at about 1.20pm? (:

Bought the LARGEST COMBO, but we never even finish half the drink and popcorn!

TSK. >.<

Went walking and chatting + look for nice specs for oliver. (:

Went into a pets store, the dogs are so so CUTEEEEEEEE!

I want themmmmmmmm so badly. ):

Met Zhongen,kianseng and jeffery. (:

Bused to chomps! ^^

Ate ALOT, joked and chat like damn fun! ^^

Went to played pool in kovan after that.

2nd time going for pool.

I played and i sat on the table to play for one shot. I copied his posture, but i still didn't get the ball in, maybe god is sending me a msg that i don't not need to remember that jerk any longer, he was my past tense, the future tense is SINGLE. MR AGOGO ask me to stay single for these two years, i'm going to trust him. (:

After today's trip, i realised that true friends even after a long time, true friends will still have topics to chat and laugh about. (:

Contented to have these friends by my side.

Thank god. ^^

CAMP MALAYSIA.

2011-11-27T14:16:00.002+08:00

Finally back from malaysia. ^^

The whole camp was a tough camp,worst camp i would say.

Abt ten plus mosquitoes bites and leech bites.

this is the freaking LEECH.

I was terrified and horrified by those disgusting leeches.

They come in bundle. GROSS TTM.

Really grateful to my buddy KELVIN NG JUN YAO. (:

Day 1:

Travel abt 6 hrs of bus trip. /:

The journey was damn tiring but all of us are bonded. (:

We chatted,joked, passed sweets and sleep together in the bus.

the night walk in malaysia forest was truly boring. x:

There is no animals at all except mud. mud. and mud.

the hotel we stayed is like a 0 star hotel. ARG. /:

Day 2:

Worst day, trekking in a REAL TROPICAL RAINFOREST.

Never in my life i have ever encounter a LEECH.

It's freaking GROSS. )':

Bundles stucked on my trackpants! I was freaked out seriously.

Fortunately, kel was behind me, the stubborn suckers that suck my blood cling-ed on my track pants refused to get off my pants,i screamed.

I broke down. I can't take the scene when all the suckers are on my LEGS! ):

Kelvin hurried took the leaves around and help me to pluck those disgusting things away.

I was not calm yet. Cause there are still 3 more caves to visit! ):

The way was still long! ): Many leeches for me to encounter.

): I was feeling damn down during the journey.

But when i reached the last cave, i was feeling better.

The whole team stayed in the 3rd cave in a tent.

No bathing that day. Ewwwwwwwww.

3rd day:

We sat the jeep back from the 3rd cave to the jetty while the boys walked back because the jeep is not big enough or all of us. They are damn nice, they didn't grumble. (: GOOD GUYS IN MY TEAM. C:

Went paintball after that. Luckily i wasn't injured,many injured. x:

Large bruises was caused due to the paintball! O:

Went back to hotel and rest+ dinner.

Backed to the 0 star hotel as compared to the cave, the hotel was heaven to all of us.

In the night, monoploy deal and TAO POK.

I was badly squashed. x.x

But had a fun talk to jiahching and hui yan through the night in our room cause we were to lazy to move to the other room, when brend,shermaine.T, amira went to the boys room without us. (:

4th day:

when to the orphanage, kids there were cute. (:

Played with them checkers. ^^ FUN.

They were damn smart! (:

bused home! Chatted with Mr Kel GO.

He's damn funny and he alway make fun of me during the journey. ):

Shopped and chatted. slept about 8 hrs in the trip.LOLS.

Back home, mom bought a PINK VAIO C SERIES. (:

Damn attractive and hot!

Going TAIWAN TO SPEND MY NEW YEAR! AWESOME!!!!!!!!!

from 27 DEC to 3 JAN!

8 days!!!!(:

EXCITEDDDDDD!

It's 111111! (:

2011-11-11T10:00:00.003+08:00

IT's 11/11/11!

Physic mcq was a (:

HEHE, never ever feel this way before when i do mr chang's paper. ^^

Well,chem mcq is next!

Watched twilight,new moon and eclipse! ^^

those movies are awesome! (:

I love bella,edward and jacob.

Can't stop thinking about them. Gosh.

Well,rather excited for prom, but.

I bet i'm going to send lots of $$$$$$$$. /:

sighs.

I'm going to buy sports shoe. Nike yea?! ^^

Bro's friend is here. Gotta go! (:

OLVLS

2011-11-04T21:07:00.006+08:00

I have/have not mugged for olvls.

Distractions are all around me. ):

Sighs, i can do olvls, but instinct tells me i'm not going to do well.

That's bad.

Officially graduate from my school.

Going back to help in camps. Not really the life i want but,

I want to see Joy. ^^ if she's a psl! HAHA. <3

Hopefully, able to help her in some ways including i'm there. C:

involved in sec 2 camp too. But don't really feel like going for that. /:

So far away from home. >:

I want to do well for olvls. God bless me.

I tried my best and did my best for everything i can.

I admit i'm a ~~little lazy~~ very lazy, but i really don't wish to disappoint my teachers...

They treated me so nice. Really nice teachers. ^^

My friends,i want to stay with them. Well, all of them aimed for S.A J.C.

10 points. WOOOOHOOOOOOOOHOOOOO~

Sighs,kinda of felt that jc's life will not be the life i want to lead.

i'm those happy go lucky students.

But i really hope to score J.C points and go GOOD poly course! (:

Hopefully, nobody will look down on me if i go poly.

( my dad's side relative.) ARG. SUCK THEM.

expected grades:

EL: B4/ or worst.

Amaths and Emaths: a1/worst

PURE Chem/phy: MUST GET B!/worst.

Pure sciences were my depression. Took those subs for 2 years already.

OMG, if i don't do well, i will feel damn sad./:

AFTER OLVLS:

-Go prom shopping/ buy sports shoes/reborn hair

-go prom

-camp to malaysia. Paintball! ^^

-braces after camp(scared i might backed out)

-chalet

-Cake baking with bren's mum

-USS with RES fats

-Mahjong with lao peng you

-Movie with FATS.

-Ice-cream treat for Olive.

-WORK./:

Thanks girls who were there to listen to my craps/grumbles in the morning.

Giving me courage and confidences whenever i enter the exam hall,

you guys are precious. Always.

Best butts esp HBKLPK.Omg. thank god you guys are there.

I really hope i will remember those times we are together and never ever forget those moments.

Sept. holidays.boomz.

2011-09-09T22:50:00.010+08:00

september holidays has officially ended!
WOW. One week time was as fast as a twitch of eye.
Didn't do much practices. :C
Kept on watching singapore drama cause got one of my fav actress xuan xuan, jessica hsuan. <3333333!!!!!!!(the one that wq say got eye prob, but she's actually taking a fun shot. -.-)
So I felt rather disappointed in myself.
I'm going to buck UPPPP! @:

Life journey ahead is going to be real tough.
But no matter what obstacle come about, i'm going to face it.
May god give me the strength to open the eyelid when i'm sleepy, <:
the perserverance to do my physic tys even if i face lots of difficulties, :D
give me strength and intelligence to finish writing a perfect end compo for mrs ng. (:

I have overcomed one of my greatest fears in life.
TO PUT CONTACT LENS INTO MY EYE.
AND I DID IT. AWESOME uh. LOLS C:

I'm slacking. Well, hopefully i will get back on track when school reopen.
one and a half more months to olvls.
half worried and half excited. /:

I always think that i will do my best and god will do the rest.
So come on' ,Os is ending really soon.

I will mug. On sunday,
I going for a uncle's wedding tomorrow. x:

Bye, going for my mask time! ^^

I can do it!
I forgot to write an eng compo for mrs ng.

arg. >.<''

WOW WOW.

2011-09-01T18:53:00.005+08:00

It's september.

Time really flew. ):

Secondary 4 school life really gonna end soon. /:

One more month to olvl. Yet, i don't have the feel.

HOW?!

Improved quite a lot from MYE for this time prelim exams.

Not really satisfied. LIR5: 20. /:

Level postion from 128 to 49. I wonder how i do it..

Can i have a 49 to top 20 in the school for olvl?! (:

Gonna try really much harder these days.

Worried that i might waste my september holidays watching drama and sleeping!!! ):

MUST CHIONG! CHIONG CHIONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I had just put down a burden 4 days before my prelim.

That decision was hurting but i did it. Cause i know, i have his msg and promise but not his mind and heart. So what's that for?!

~~It all ended. WOHOHO.~~

Felt pretty much relieve to do it. I don't know if it affected my mood when i do my prelims.

WELL, everything is OVER, i shall get over it and move on.

And i will never stop moving for anyone. ^^

I really want to concentrate and work hard. Really.

Not wasting time on those unnecessarily stuffs that i'm not suppose to fret about.

It was a lie that it doesn't hurt.

God please bless me with perseverance and tolerance.

bless me with luck and intelligence.

and the mind to let go anything unnecessary stuffs.

<3.

I'm too slow!

2011-06-12T23:51:00.006+08:00

well, i had finished writing my own testimonial.

As i flipped through my grades, i then realised that i have done badly for my MYE this year.

Really badly. Comparing to my sec 2 grades, my current grades are like shit grades.

Where has my motivation has gone to? Am i just embarking myself too much in my leadership qualities and skills?

I'm always thinking to myself, do i have the potential to be a leader? Am i giving myself a hat that is too tall and to difficult to handle?

I left with four months. Freaking four months.

I couldn't believe i'm actually in sec 4 now. Sec 4!

What have i done to help myself? :(

I don't know.

Other than whining, complaining and slacking, i did nothing this year.

I'm going to change. REALLY CHANGE. NO MORE TIME LEFT. NO MORE. SERIOUSLY. I just realised the seriousness. :<

I'm going to freaking forget about toby leung & charmaine sheh until olevel is OVER.

Once Os is over, i will stalk them and watch their show continuously. I promised.

Now i will CONCENTRATE ON MY STUDIES. AND PUT IN 101% of EFFORT.

If bill gates can change his statue from a farmer's son to a billionaire, why CAN'T I???

I shall mug. starting from NOW.

bye bloggie, not gonna visit you anymore, until i make an improvement in my grades.

CHOMP CHOMP

2011-06-09T23:54:00.007+08:00

CASSANDRA, WHERE ARE YOU HIDING? ):

Huihan's the tallest for the first time. (:

TODAY WAS FUN. (:

Watch NEW xmen drama without any old xmen characters acting as those main roles! HAHAHAHAH!
With all the co friends! It's so longgggg ever since we are tgt!
I love the way hui han, oliver, joy and cassandra tease me. & gerlissa's : wo mei you! :D
Ate quite alot of stuffs! Dranks giant cups of sugarcane= shiok ahhhhhh! ^^
HAHA, love the way my friends are. Though we say each other and laugh at each other,
i know there's love gg through. & that love is FRIENDSHIP! (:

Glad i found friends i go along well with, well, fel just talked to me about friends a few days...
She has two awesome cliques that she can go well with.
I got three. But none i'm very close with. ): Quite sad uhuh? I admit i was sad.
I was sad with my friends. Sometimes, i have no topics to talk to them. I tried. I really tried.
Well, we haven't been out for a long long time. >:
So i'm rather understanding about the situation i had with my friends.
But after Os. i will brush up my making friends tricks. :D :D :D
Cause i will have more time.

Sometimes in life, i'm rather indecisive in the words i say.
This has cause quite a big conflict now. Well, not among my friends yet but within my......
I refused to spell it out. But i just want to tell the person,
i'm NOT forcing you. TRULY. Look at a different angle. I'm JEALOUS about you gg to malaysia.
And i'm LENDING you my sister for a few days, AND I GIVING YOU MY HAPPINESS.
Crap, do you know how badly i wanted to go to malaysia? And i wanted you to have more fun in life? do you only have STUDIES and FRIENDS in your life? WHAT ABOUT US? I'm trying my very best to give you the best family life i can ever give a cousin. TRULY. I LOVE YOU. And i made a promise to myself, i will be your SISTER. A SISTER IN LIFE. In one way or another, we are blood related. I'm really disappointed in what you said. And guess what, hq and yu gui dun want to go it's not becus they want to study or blahblahblah.They can't go! Their passport can't allow them to go. HQ is even willing to sacrifice his time that he can talk to his girlfriend to go with them if he could. And family are the ones who will standby you whoever you are. TRUST ME. I will NEVER leave you alone, that's WHY I ASK YOU TO TAG ALONG. i thought you were excited but nah. i was wrong. wrong to the max. wrong till i'm the criminal now. totally wrong.

Trust takes ten years to build and it takes seconds to destroy.

How am i gg to start gaining your trust and love? Do you REALLY love us?

I know what this blog post will do to our relationship. But i can't control anymore.

Can you try to accept us? Can you?

Building up relationship needs to put in some effort.

You need to give, before you can take.

If you don't give, what can you take from us?

Jacqueline's tired. tired of all these stuffs.

perhaps i'm to KPO. That's it.

WELL WELLL.

2011-05-22T00:28:00.004+08:00

indeed, i did badly for my mye.

Really badly. For this time. I'm utterly disappointed in myself. Totally.

I even think of myself, getting such results, should go and die.

But i'm afraid of the pain.Serious. I repeatedly tell myself i should go and die. ):

But i'm too timid to. So i didn't. I didn't. I know everyone will be afraid of me if i commit suicide.

Like how i worried those passed away spirit come and find me... (i'm still a kid in this sense.)

But i got over. It's a wake up call this time. So i must ANSWER the call, by putting effort in EVERY ways NOW.

BTW!

My sister bought a instax camera! :D

She say it's for my birthday present. But i don't really want...

But i still like it . (: Even if it's in blue. /:

You are not suppose to choose your birthday present right? :X

HAHA.

Well, olevel CHINESE exam is really approaching.*panic*

BUT I GOT ONE AWESOME CL TEACHER;

I LOVE the cl teacher. I bet i never find another like her.

As far as i remember, on the friday, 20 may.

i have intensive chinese from morning to 10 plus, from 10 plus to 5 plus. z:

And the teacher stayed with us. Throughout the whole thing!

We missed lunch together. students and the cl teacher.

Gosh. I was damn shocked that she didn't go for lunch. :x She accompanied us!

I was freaking hungry after 5, after my cl retest. cause i fail the mo xie. -.-

I retest 3 times for one format and 2 times for the tables.

DAMN TIRED AFTER WRITING SO MANY TIME. She say she's damn tired after seeing me for so many times. LOLS. She damn funny in all her jokes. :D :D :D :D

Even i left, she's still there with the other students. O:

I think she's freaking committed. I was inspired by her. Really.

She's the only teacher in my entire school life that is willling to skip her lunch for the students.

So i must try my best to get A1 for CL. I MUST.

** didn't want to mention her name, cause i don't want to be a boot-licker & attract conflicts.

:) Be safe than sorry.

How i wish all my teachers are like that. I'm going to be a teacher in the future if i can. (:

A committed one. C:

Nights world. Yes sir, sorry sir is damn nice. (: Ep 25. ^^

Going my grandpa 100th day from his death date later in the morning, :(

& my younger cousin's one month birthday. (:~~~~

Sianz, i should start studying for CL properly NOW.

Jacqueline.

I should stop saying empty speeches.

my life is in a total mess. :(

2011-05-14T18:43:00.003+08:00

MYE is OVER!

Well, i'm not satisfied with mye.

TOTALLY.

My instincts tells me i'm doing crap. ):

Life is in a total mess for me now. I'm living in a life that i shouldn't lead in sec 4.

): Watching drama, stressing over unnecessary things, slacking when it's time to study.

I'm not ready to get crap results. But blame who? ARG.

And now, i'm stuck with a show. I'm stuck deep inside.

Can't stop thinking of the stupid drama that made me so indulge with it.

HOW????HOW??HOW?????? Who's going to cure my addiction? ):

CL OLEVEL EXAMINATION IS TWO WEEKS AWAY.

Surrounding friends are panicking,studying and memorising!!!!!!

& i'm here sitted in front of the computer for more than 7 hours.

What is wrong with me? :(

Monday got oral exam, Cl test.

And i'm still slacking.

When i get back my MYE results, i bet my parents is going to kill me.

I'm so not confident. . . .

I can't concentrate on my studies now.

I need to get rid of the ''exams over already'' mood off my MIND.

i'm stuck in a bottomless pit hole- HK DRAMA.

my poison.

I'm screwed.

Old ''forks'' HOME.

2011-04-17T17:56:00.004+08:00

Went to home for aged sick in lorong ah soo that area's old folks' home.

All i can say is, the place is horrible. Horrible in the way that the conditions are dirty, blahblahblah, but the place is filled with people that badly need smiles, laughters and joy in their lives.

Even though, some smiled and waved to me.

I feel that that's the way they greet the people they saw, not really the way they feel.

I saw some feeling restless, some felt angry, (angry with why we came to disturb), angry with the way we look at them.

Maybe they feel that we are looking down on them.

Not many wanted our help or wanted to talk with us.

D':

The place is horrible to me. I never want to go there when i'm old.

And i promise not to send my parents there, no matter what.

That place is like a jail. I always think to myself- if i go in, i'll never get a chance to get out.

Comparing with them, i'm frigging fortunate, i'm born with a healthy body, good parents and wonderful siblings. Thanks god.

I'm showered with love by my peers too. (:

I love the way i'm. Maybe studying is a factor. But i always believe,

if i do my best, there's nothing to grudge about. Cause that's my limit.

Don't compare with the rich but the poor.

Don't compare with the smart but the ones not working hard.

I shall be satisfied with what i have now.

At least, i have a comfortable bed, usable phone, working ipod and a branded bag.

I have things some rich freaks may have it too, but i have things that some rich freaks don't have.

FUN LOVING BYSTANDING FRIENDS & SUPPORTIVE FAMILY MEMBERS. :D

I talked to a lady, who is not really old. She knows how to speak english.

So i can communicate with her easily. She was born with some disability, i think.

But i can feel the sunny smiley ''ling hun'' in her.

I playing ''fishing'' with her. And as we talk, a few indian ladies came in.

They gave a few packets of coffee to them. She was excited to see them, she started to tell me what they have done, eg: giving bananas, coffee...... She greeted the indian lady, then the indian lady gave her a few packets of coffee and ask her how's doing. She replied" fine!'' As the indian lady walked past, i peeked at the label of the coffee. The coffee isn't starbucks, isn't owl, isn't alicafe, isn't some branded coffee that has advertisement or i see in NTUC, i just never seen that brand before, maybe i'm not observant enough.

I went on asking, do you like this coffee?

She replied: Yea! I love coffee.

ME: What type of coffee you especially like?

she replied: i drink all types of coffee, don't be choosy, whatever people give, i just take.

ME: I was stunned.

As i remember, i went starbucks for a group study, I bought white chocolate mocha,

of course, it tasted great. Then i recalled the lady whom i met in the same morning, 16 april.

I feel so ashamed of myself.

Well, the trip is really beneficial. I learn alot of things.

Treasure the family members i have around me, be grateful with what i have. :D

Most importantly,

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST

Subway dinner now!

Bye bloggie.

WAaaaaa. :'(

2011-01-21T21:29:00.002+08:00

My aunt went back to her country last thurs.

20/1/2011, we have been together for at least 9 years. ):

But it's better, at least she can see her family members and enjoy life there! C:

Hopefully,she's enjoying herself! <: Hope everything is going well for her.

I hope she can find her partner soon. (:

Teeheeeeeheeeee. ;D

Sighs, sec 4 life is filled with tests.

Gonna fail my trigo test. :<

Can't even solve a question. Today's test, no hope.

Sighs, even though i studied but still....

I can't really solve a matrices and binomial question.

Don't really understand, tired to understand. ):

Jacqueline.Ng

CHEM TMR. ARG. SIAN.

HECTIC LIFE/

2011-01-15T23:21:00.005+08:00

This week has been a rather BUSY week.

Tired. Feeling like having a break now. But i just can't stop. If i stop everything will be piling up.

Just like my homework.

Went tuition today, my teacher was from ACJC.

A school, brenda, kohqing, and maybe harriet's dream school i think,

the points needed to enter that school is freaking 7! GOSH.

And some of my tuition-mates are like.'' ACJC, good meh?''

'' i want to go NJC''. Which is 5 points!!!!!!

I was like 0:, not GOOD????!!!!!

Why Olevel sounds so easy to them?

I just didn't see their backstage work they did for exams.

I didn't put in any backstage work, that's why i didn't really get what i wanted.

Went shopping today, wasted a DAY.

Reached home with 3 PAIRS OF HUSH PUPPY SOCKS. -.-

Damn fed-up. :(

Welll, somebody said something that made me feel so !@@#$%&#!$^!#.

GOSH. Feel like telling her in her face.

She said this: '' You shouldn't have wore such a good pair of shoes for your cca!''

'' That's so nice & expensive.''

I was like. WTS.

Expensive??!!!Then your VANS??!!!!!!! It's 50! And you said that's was a cheap pair of shoe, and it's okay to spoil it!And my freaking lousy pair of shoes is 30, my DEAR!

What does this means??!!!!!! YOU WORTH MORE JUST BECAUSE YOU CAN EARN MONEY???!!!!!!!!!!!! ARG. I'm so ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!

And what!

Buy another one??!!!!

If i say i want to BUY! What will you say???!!!!

WEAR THE ONE YOU BOUGHT PREVIOUSLY LARH! SINCE YOU ARE GRADUATING!

>:(

CONTRADICTING, YOU FATTY FATS!

>:( >:( >:( >:( >:(

If you want something, is okay with the price, no matter how expensive it is.

IF IT'S ME! Then you say'' not worth it larh!'What the shit! -.-

If i buy, then you give me that'' why waste money face!''

SHIT! I had enough of you. I'm going to get EVERYTHING when i GROW UP!

:'(

I'm GOING TO WORK HARD! AND GET INTO A GOOD JC, AND EARN ALOT ALOT OF MONEY! And buy those things you don't me to get! IN YOUR FACE!!!!!! >:(

I hate ppl who only think of themselves. PUT YOURSELF IN MY SHOES!

ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

Jacqueline.

SHIT! :(

School is so damn tiring. :(

2011-01-07T20:48:00.007+08:00

One week of school days had just passed.

It's so damn tiring. :(

Visited two polytechnics this week, nanyang & temask.

The POLY-S were BIG. Unlike our school but one bad point is, I will get lost easily.

Just like today, walked rounds and rounds around tp. PHEW.

Stella gave me a pair of cute hellokitty earpiece, she bought from thailand??

:) anyway, thanks! <3

Harriet & Weiqi bought me a card holder from cambodia.

:D,thanks FATS. <3

Jolene gave me a PADS WRAPPED MARSHMALLOW from taiwan.

:D,it's cute! <3

Well, cca, rehearsals,meeting,tuitions are draining me.

Need to reach school tmr @ 645am.

GOSH. :( :(

It's so EARLY. & it's WEEKEND!

:<>

I love having lessons with harriet but i just hate going to school.

Has been reaching school @ 7am or even earlier.

It's so tiring.

Worst thing is that my classroom is located at 4th floor!

OMTIAN! x.X''

Well,4 tests next week if i'm not wrong.

This coming mon, the sec 4s are taking back their results. *goodluck!*

2011 sec 4s are there to KPO also. I don't know why.

LOLS.

I'm actually quite interested in the veterinary course.

I find it, interesting! HAHA.

L1R4: 11.

Whoooohoooo. Need to get B3 for EL. :)

So i'm going to mug. Do my best. TATA. (:

Bought my specs! :D

LEE'S. HAHA.$220. WHOHOO.

Mum paid for it, thanks mum. <:

I WANT TO GET CROCS BUT NO TIME!

:< :< :< :< :< :< :< :< :< :< :< :< :< :<

Jacqueline, i can't give up,cause it's not the END yet.

GOGO POWER JACQUELINE~!

I can't believe

2011-01-03T18:14:00.004+08:00

I cannot believe that two lovely months had just passed. :(

I have done nothing that will help myself in my own studies. /:

Regretted. :C

If i'm given the same exact time,i would have used it more wisely.

Slacking, watching drama are not things that a upcomin sec 4 student should do.

Today is officially the last day of holidays.

Awws. Shings. Time really flies, i really hope that time can flies when i'm studying and preparing for O levels. :<

So not possible. Arg!

Well,tmr is the first day, pretty excited but not for the second and third day,

Haven't finish practicing my instrument.GOSH. x.x

Gonna have scoldinggggggggggggggg. :<

Awws.

Well welll,gonna end here.

Finishing my CL work.

GG.com. x.X''

Jacqueline, bye holiday mood.

xin qing bu hao, please get out of my sight.

2011-01-02T14:49:00.005+08:00

I feel like slapping you, i hope i can.

Went grandma's house yesterday!

I was having a serious flu. *_*

Fortunately, didn't spread to the rest of my cousins. :x

Today was a weird day. /:

Somebody in my house was !@#$%^*!@$!#! >:(

Damn annoying, what's that BLACK FACE?!!!!!!!!!!

Go bang the wall pls. -,-

It's not me who cause your car to be broke in by somebody. -.-''

LOSER.

*pissed off*

Crap. you seriously spoil my day. ZZZZzzzzz

ARG.

Jacqueline.

Feeling seriously pissed OFF.

It's the last day of 2010. :(

2010-12-31T22:11:00.002+08:00

Well,today is it new year eve! :)

I have been a rather good student in school this year, 2010.

But didn't did my best for my studies. I didn't tried my best to improve it this year. :(

I have much regret. But it's too late to think these things. :'(

I will improve on my attitude i had for my own education.

I'm going to take it more seriously. No more joy and drama!!!

I'm going to put a full stop for my drama.

All drama gonna stop now. /:

I will carry on only after O level. which is about 11 months away.

*worried*

It's about 1 and a half hours away before 2011.

Didn't communicate much to him this year, well well, education first. (;

I haven't finish my CHINESE!!!!!!! ERRR!:(

GG.com. /:

Well, mum lied,she didn't make a specs for me, :(

She promise me on another date. I wonder how true. :<

I should have gone ice skating with friends, it's all mama's fault. :(

Bro and sis dump me at home. BOOOOO.

Promiss to go out next year for count down, never believe the anym0re!

Well, i'm going to continue to be a good student,and brush up my results!

It's time to!

Jacqueline hate liars! >:(

Bye, :)

see'y next year bloggie! (:

MY STRANGE LIFE.

2010-12-28T22:22:00.005+08:00

It's a brand new day ahead, and a brand new year!

Everything is going to be better. (:

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Well, had agm on monday.

Phew, it ended. It's was a tiring event. :(

Went gym with co friends after agm, draining. But rather fun. :)

Cause i lost WEIGHT! C:

But i'm still rather heavy! :C

Ran alot with claudia. Oliver & joy was tired because they exercise 50 mins earlier than me. i think. :)

Well, spring cleaning today, fortunately, i went popular before the spring cleaning! :)

Mama nagged at me when she saw those leftover pens that i didn't finish using. :P

But it was too late. :P

Went shopping the past few days ago, bought a dress, three tops and 1 bottom. :D

NOT ENOUGH!!!!!! :D :D :D

Mom gonna bring me for more shopping! :D

She promise to make a spectacles for me before school reopen! :)

~~MOM, pls don't break your promiss! :Z~~

I going to buy CROS for CNY! ;) Mum agreed. :D :D :D

I'm going bishan SOONNNZZXZXZXZXZX to get it! C: C:

Decided not to buy a school bag this year, cause i'm going to graduate soon! :(

O level, after O level, i'm going to BUY a new one then depending on the school i'm going! :)

Geeeeeee, :D

Olevel, i bet sec 4 life is going to be freaking STRESS. :'(

Afternoon lessons, tests, homework. i'm afraid i can't take it. :<

HOW?!!!!???!!!!!!!!!! Aunty going back on the 20 jan! :(

Housework and moreeeee things i have to get it and do it MYSELF! :(

But i can invite friends to come my house and study! ^^

Sec 4 is frigging impt! I gonna mug, I AM GOING TO. :)

I need faith and hope now. Like seriously.

Feel so restless now as school is going to reopen. :<

EEEEEEKKK. ~~lessons, tests, blahblahblah.~~. :( :( :( :(

NOT EXCITED AT ALL. |:

Feeling rather stress now too. /:

SYF IS COMING, i haven't started learning any songs.

there's practice tmr, GG.COM.

I bet the teacher gonna ~~SCREAM~~ at me tmr. /:

*shivering*

Feeling so STRESS now. :(

I want MORE holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:C

Jacqueline.

i just want to put a FULL stop here, i'm trying my best not to communicate with you,

so pls stop texting me,you are making me feel so irritated. /:

SHOPPING

2010-12-24T00:13:00.004+08:00

HAHA!

PSL camp was awesome. (:

Did lots of activities and stuffs, learnt quite a lot of things. C:

Having a nice bath is a luxury in camp. Sleeping on the bed is a heaven.

FUN and bonded with lot of people. :D

But i still have a little stage fright. :C

Didn't go for CO practices for twice. GG.com. :(

''If you say i'm sorry, please forgive me. This shows that you are smarter than yesterday. ''

I find this sentence so true. :/ But how often do we say this? :<

Well, i gonna miss another co practice. I bet my co teacher will grumble when i go back. :(

ARG. >:(

Didn't want to go out today, but mum ask me out. /:

Went shopping with mum and sis. Bought two tops and a pair of slippers.

Tired. x.X'' Reach home at about 11 plus cause robinson centrepoint was a heaven to my MUM. Gosh.

Sis didn't buy anything but mum did,

she bought 10 tops,4 bottoms and 1 dress, i think. O:

I think she's addicted to try clothes.

But somerset was really beautiful today. (:

It's christmas eve today! :)

Going party tonight with brenda and some PSL leaders! :D

Bought 4 gifts. Phew. I broke mum's wallet. HAHA.

C: C: C: C: C: C: C: C:

Gonna bring camera to take pictures with Brenda and the rest, i think if sis is not taking!

:D :D :D :D

btw, happy birthday rowena. {Don't know if she'll see this post. But never mind. (:}

I got his fb account. AWESOME. :D

Gonnna go see his profile! &&&& he's back. But leaving on the 26th.

Sucks. Not gonna meet him this time. ARG. )':

Well, school is going to REOPEN in ~~one~~ weeks time!

shit! Tests and exams are on their way! :(

I HAVEN'T SHOP FOR CNY! HOW?????!?!!!!!!! :(

School SUCKS. :(

I DON'T WANT TO GO SCHOOL! :( :( :(

Jacqueline hate school. /:

FAMILY CHALET IS AWESOME! C:

2010-12-17T21:25:00.007+08:00

SAF CHANGI RESORT.

14-17 dec 2010

Nephew Ryan and my smallest uncle! :D Ryan is damn cute! C:

& he supports Manchester United.

Xinyi and I in the chalet toilet. ^^

Ryan give balck face? :D My niece by the side. :)

Fel and I.

Niece and nephew busy eating. -.-

RYAN! :D

This changi family chalet is a awesome chalet for me. (:

Enjoy much with cousins and nephews and niece.

( but they keeping bugging me for the badminton racket during the chalet, even though i just started playing! -.-)

Instead of ryan, my grandma call my nephew ORH YAN. <:

Damn funny. :D :D

Lots of laughters during the four days, ate lots of fruits during the chalet. ^^

BBQ is awesome esp marshmallow! C:

Played monopoly duel,badminton,frisbee, ate milo ice-cream, crunchy ice-cream, lays & many moreeeeeee. (:

This resort is much better, got wi-fi, air-con in living room and bed-rooms, many more different channels. 4 day is too SHORT. :C

Watching gong xin ji with bro nowsssss. *yawns*

Going grandma's house tmr, ryan and my niece and nephew going back on sunday! :'(

Psl camp on mon. BRRRR* Not so excited this time, don't why. }:

Bye bloogggiieeeeee, just changed a skin for you!!! <:

Jacquelineeeeeeeee.

I love my family.

2010-12-11T12:46:00.000+08:00

F C U K. :(

it's raining soon.

2010-12-06T14:26:00.004+08:00

Arg, it's raining soon. /:
Went niece one month birthday party yesterday.
She's so cute! C:
Went shopping too yesterday, bought shorts and socks. -,-
I want a PINK ADIDAS BAG!!!!!
Omg, the pink it's damn hot!
But mum say wait till we go orchard one day, there's going to be more!!!:D

Well, two months is going to end so soon. ~~3 more weeks.~~
:O, and my torturous school days is back in action. Awws.
Btw, next week it's CHALETTTTTTTT!!!!!! :D :D :D
Feeling so excited. Gonna take lots lots of pictures there!
Hopefully, it ~~won't~~ rain next week.
I want to go pulau ubin with cousins! C:
And the best thing is: there's wifi and HK channels in the CHALET. I can watch my drama without the need to wait! Awesome much, huh? :D

But, fel got exams that week, urg, so lucky*. :C
BTW, it's time to see my mum's side nieces and nephew, are going to come for that chalet.
AWESOME. ^^
I'm so excited to go shoppping with mum for chalet. <:
Gonna buy lots of goodiesssssssssss! ^^
Hopefully, dad is there to help! (:

After chalet for PSL camp.
TEEHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Quite excited, but not very. /: Cause i can do lots of shopping instead of going to camp! :D LOLS.

I HAVEN'T SHOP FOR CNY! HOW????!!! :O :O :O

Jacqueline.

i'm back!

2010-11-25T17:39:00.006+08:00

the malaysia trip was alright, i survived through, C: And i made new friends!
Bought lots of bracelets and chocolates. ^^
spent 161rm on chocolates and got con 40rm. Si uncle! ><'
and spend about 70rm on bracelets and two shirts. ^^
made friends with the Malaysian. Lols, i think my niece grow up will be like them. :x
they abit weird. But they are rather fun to approach, but i'm sick on that day, so didn't talk much to them. :C
Well, night time is the best. Esp the second night!!
Had supper at 12am, though it's fattening to eat at that time. But shiok! Pizza, and curry maggi with cold lemon tea. c:

Spend my third day in the mountainous area. ^^
it's was a cold cold night. 15-11 degrees.
And guess what, i still turn on the fan! I'm freezing when i'm sleeping. Legs are cold so are my fingers, worst part, the mirror.
I'm so afraid of the mirror, but i keep staring when i'm in bed, i just don't know why. X:
before i sleep at about 2am. Claudia,shelrene, oliver, joy, huihan,Kimberly came into my room. Huihan came in later but it
was fun to talk to the group of girls. They are the new friends i know!C:

Unfortunately, i learnt something bad from them. My junior. Omg, she's so scary now.
I really don't know how to approach her in the future, :C
everyone is changing, too fast for me. /:
Hopefully, she's still respecting me as her psl. :C
i find her rather horrifying now.
sighs.. Why must they tell me? I'm feel so paranoid now.
:C depressed mood.

Well, xing jing is AWESOME!! I'm officially in love with two perfect lady!
Charmaine sheh and jessica hsuan!!
Truly obessed in jessica acting skills. c:
iloveherdrama. c:

lols. Homework is still lying dead there. Next year, it's my turn for the major exam, Olevels.
Shings, don't feel like taking the exams.

Currently looking forward to family chalet. (:
then psl camp, then school reopen soons./:
i'm so worrried that that day will come. o:

Withlove;
Jacqueline!

AHHHHH>

2010-11-19T10:43:00.012+08:00

I'm lost in my life.

I have finished watching a few dramas.
LIKE: gong zhu jia dao, fa zhen xian feng 2,you're hired,xing jing,shi gong qi an2, lao po da ren 2, personal taste.
In this one month plus. (:
ALL THESE SHOWS ARE AWESOME and so is jacqueline. ^^
Cause all of them either have jessica huen or charmaine sheh. C: C:

Well, going malaysia (sabah) tonight i think, or maybe tomorrow morning. 430am.
Shit. I wonder how am i going to wake up.
I think it's like a camp, and the worst thing is, it's going to be a camp that i ~~don't feel like going,~~
i just don't why. :(
I think this trip is going to be /:, it's not because it's just malaysia, whenever i go malaysia with my family, i will be damn excited.
Two different feeelings, i'm afraid things might happen in this trip. /:

Sometime, i always wonder to myself, why do we call strangers, sister only after a few text???
Are they real sisters or just for show? It really beats me some time. :C
Why do we always take people's good intention like comforting as criticisms?
I really don't know how to be nice to you. :'(
You are one of the reason why i don't like going for my cca practice. :<>

I hope i will have fun. Like hopefully. :C

AND AND: 3 Respect is the best class of year 2010. (I bet Mr Yeo is disappointed.) C:

Jacqueline.
I dislike hypocrites.

last day of school.

2010-10-28T22:35:00.002+08:00

well, didn't do well for eoy. utterly disappointed with my grades. But what to do, what is done can't be undone. :( i always believe if i do my best, god will do the rest, how true? i tried my best, i believe god has helped me alot, but i haven't done enough preparation for this important exams. :( Thus I BELIEVE THAT GOD DIDN'T REALLY WANT TO HELP ME. :( FORTUNATELY, NO PTM, AS EXPECTED, WHEN MUM SAW MY RESULTS SHE HIT THE ROOF TOP. :O THAT HOW ANGRY SHE'S. :( The reason behind in nOT SHE EXPECTED TOO MUCH, BUT I GUESS SHE KNOW I DIDN'T GAVE MY BEST SHOT. :( NO POINT CRYING OVER SPILLED MILK. GOING OUT TMR WITH BRENDA AND THE PEOPLE WHO ARE INVOLVE IN THE CEC CAMP. (: HOPEFULLY, IT'S GOING TO BE AWESOME. (: >I'm watching - you're hired now! damn funnnnnyyyyyyyy!!! xD

school tmr. /:

2010-10-20T21:06:00.003+08:00

after staying at home for 5 days, i suddenly find school a boring place. /:

Staying at home is wonderful. Finished two nice shows.

Omg, i like Charmaine Sheh!!!

She's damn pretty. (:

have been watching her show for these three days. :D

School sucks. I don't feel like going overseas with school.

:( :( :( :(

I want to stay at home. :( Why must we go? D:

It's so troublesome. /:

Sighs, i want a break, a break from school. /:

tmr it's the day, when i need to face the music.

I'm not confident to do well, How? /':

ILIKE LEEMINHO AND CHARMAINE SHEH. :D

Today is 20102010.

muggggginnnngggggg!

2010-10-09T18:51:00.002+08:00

well, eoy will officially start on this coming monday!
So jacq's is going to MIA again for a decade. :(
lols, this coming week is definitely going to be very stressful, but i have no motivation to work hard for this time.
It beats me, cause i don't know where to find motivation.
Have been slacking these few days, sleep and sleep, feeling restlessssss.

Exams arew definitely important, esp this exams.
It's eoy, i just twitchm my eye and now it's final year exams again.
Wow. This time is different. Lols of things are left undone.
I believe this year's mye has indirectly affected me. My courage and confidence, all gone.
Moreover, lots of exciting things are going to happen during the dec holidays
like chalet, educational trips, make new specs and international food buffet that my mum promissed me!

So wish me all the best for exams pls.

I believe my god will be there to help me, as long as i do my best. (:
right?
'' some dreamt of sucess, but others do it.''

wow.

2010-10-03T18:18:00.003+08:00

It have been a long time since i last blog. ><
well,school life sucks. I want holidays now!!!
I have know quite a number of nice drama,can't wait to watch.
Well, eng and cl paper for this exams is like :o. I really dk if i can score well for cl,anymore.
Have pushing myself to study but still.... (sighs)
kinda of feel that i'm hopeless, i have no motivation at all.
God give me some motivation pls? :( i don't know what to do now.
I'm giving up myself. Now,i have two new distractors : psp3 and my new phone that can go online anytime as long as there's
connection.:( i don't know if i should feel happy or ??? I know i should stop using but my brain keep asking me to use use use!
Shit. 5 more days,then is EXAMS everyday. Sighs.
I'm tired, /: like seriously...
Everyone is mugging mugging mugging, but me? :( i'm worried,i want to mug too,but...
I just can't concentrate. /:
what's wrong with me?

Guess what,i finally have the courage to talk to him*.
It have been 4 months not approaching him,Yea?
So what? Well,i know he's there for me, but not sure if his heart is still there,
i really don't know. Life is tiring, but i will move on. C:
god please bless me with motivation and courage for this relationship, u ask me if i still like him.i will deny to answer cause what if i said 'yes' and he said 'no' then,is that very embarrassing me for? I think i will sounds like a bitch who is unwilling to let this go? Right?

Well,life will still go on no matter he's there or not,
Life still go on even if i like exams anot,
the exam days will still come even if i dread of it,
i believe physic love me. Even though,i know the questions doesn't but it was my choice,wasn't it?
Physic don't suck. :)
i will love you,physic. c:

well, eoy is coming, watching channel u show later,so don't feel like wasting time here,
bye bloggiegieegieeeee! :>

it's time for me to change.

2010-08-27T21:11:00.006+08:00

It'll be a better day tmr.

School basically sucks today. :(

common tests around the corner.

So many tests that makes me feel stress and tired.

Feel so disappointed in myself for today's chem test. ><

Well,i did rather well for this term exam. C: Trying hard to maintain those grades.

JACQUELINE WILL PRESERVER. :D

Teachers' day celebration is coming soon.

Wow, not really prepared. Going to have my first duty on that day!

^^ excited but feels rather horrified too.

Something happened today,my class kinda of fought with my chinese teacher.

It was rather scary, esp when shawn exploded.

Went to have a 1 hour talk with weiqi ,mrs ng,mr sim & mr ong. :< WOW.

Find out that mrs ng's actually a very nice teacher. HAHA.

She show me something scary, I SAW JESUS TODAY. O:

After the talk, i then realise that what the teachers said is true,

there's no point hating and disliking her, we will never get a chance to change teacher,but only to continue working with her. /:

we talk to Ms Soh (CL teacher) after that.

I still feeling the ~~~~~ feeling, just indescribable. :C

But i will try to change my personal feelings towards her, and the CLASS'S.

:) I ~~will~~,i have to.

Cause it's TIME.

Jacqueline.

I blog because i want to remember what happened today.

It's teachers' day soon. But something like this happened.

I dislike her,but i have no choice, i have to CHANGE.

It's time.

IT's weekend again! :)

2010-07-30T15:00:00.003+08:00

I like my new chinese trainee teacher!;D

I'm alive, and i tolerate through this whole week.

Well...

Feeling proud of myself that i did go to school everyday even though i don't feel like! :D

Taking charge of the fire safety committee and the sports day.

WOW,~~stresssssssssss~~!

Doing project with brenda this sun. :(

Smelly brenda say MUST do. /:

Well, i don't understand the chemistry salt thingy.

DIE. :)

Jacqueline gonna buck UPP! & she's strong to do that! :D

Well,packed with tuitions and project for my weekend. :(

Have been talking chinese and eng in a sentence.

Shingsssss,

kohqing and friends influence me to speak eng,and Jiayi and friends influence me to speak chinese so now i'm speak both. :(

Junior're complaining about that. :<

Welllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll, proposal who DOOOOOOO? :(

Involved in the YOG dancing thingy. D:

But 3 respect is the best class,so NO choice. C:

End here, taking a nap.

Long one i think~~~~. :D

Jacqueline. :D

SCHOOL STRESS!:/

2010-07-16T14:42:00.003+08:00

When can i see you again?:|

I'm now in the monitor exco team, :)

I'm not used to bear the stress from this team & those workload given to me.

:}, i will try!!!!! :>

I believe I CAN. :D

Well, loads of homework today! :O

DIE, :<

Life is so packed. Common tests next week.

Arg,have been sleeping lately for the past few days,like 1130pm. :O

And wake up at 6am.

I'm rather sure that my body will break down one day, :(

Well, Brenda's mum has made OREA CHEESECAKE TODAY! :)

Awesomely good. :) *thumbs up*

Have been pestering brenda for recipe!

HEHE,cause i want to eat MORE. :D

-JACQ CAN FEEL HER FATS NOW. :\

Going to bed now. Yawns. :)

Bye!^^

Jacqueline,i will learn to fall and stand up by MYSELF.

SCHOOL./:

2010-07-11T11:14:00.004+08:00

Love.

More and more homework are given by the teachers.

Phew,my homework is piling. :(

Went aunt's buffet yesterday!

'FANTASTIC' My niece and nephew are there! :D

I had FUN playing with the kids. C:

Ate quite alot. :O

Then went to the gym and exercise when the kids are away. :)

then went back for third round with cousins. O:

I wonder how much MASS i have gained for myself. -.-

Diet plan FAIL. >:

The week was pretty fun except for people's nagging. >:

Had CCA,Meeting,Rehearsal. <:

I have a feeling that life ahead gonna be a stressful one.

:[ I will COPE. :D

Meeting Brenda,Kohqing,Carrot,Shi yah and Aoting for Project.

I wonder what will happen? :x

HAHA, first time doing with them.

homework not done,but bread still wants to go for project! :(

I bet more jokes than work later with carrot. ;D

MY MICROSOFT CAN'T DO THE RESUME, HOW?

HOW? IT'S DUE TOMORROW? :(

I bet mrs ng gonna'' jacqueline why you did pass up your work?''

Jacq:''Sorry my computer can't use that resume thingy''

Mrs Ng'' don't give me such excuses. '' :C

SHIT,i can imagine what she's going to say! :(

Gonna prepare for project work,off to shi yah's house!

Bye!:D

JACQUELINE hates homework and stress.

i;m alive.

2010-07-03T13:09:00.005+08:00

My class class TEEEEE!:D & friends!

I don't know how to make it smaller! :(

''Rise and rise again,until the land become lions. ''

It will always be a better day tmr! :)

I have completed my first week of SCHOOL.

School days are long and tiring, cca, tuition & homework.

Arg,so tiredddd . :(

Lots of my homework is left undone. :C

More tuition awaiting for me next week. WOW.

More CIP thingy waiting for me. :<

Fortunately, monday it's a SCHOOL holiday!

YAY! :D

I LOVE HOLIDAYS!

Going to NDP preview later!

AWESOME. :D

Has gone for NDP for like three years consecutively if i'm not wrong.

Interested in taking pictures, so gonna there and take lots! :D :D :D :D

Dining outside! :D

I want to eat SUSHI. Hmmm. :)

CIP tmr! :D

Meet friends! YAY. :>

Excited, get a chance to experience being a nurse? :)

Go suntec city and find me if you are free? :D

FREE HEALTH CHECK BY JACQUELINE. :}

This coming monday!

Phy tuition! :|

Homework left undone! GG.

Never mind,hopefully i can chiong today night! :x

Bought a poster for stella's birthday!

$79.90! O: It's a korean singer i think. *phew*

CO CO CO!

Finish learning the song already! :D

YAY* Stress-freeeeeee! :)

Felt rather contented, now it's time for me to familiarize and i can play well! :}

I love my CO teacher! :D

-I love weekends!

Bye, off to shower & GO for ndp! :)

Jacqueline! :)

Project.

2010-06-17T22:39:00.004+08:00

Nice picture. :)

Project tmr, timing is not decided yet.

:x, I'm addicted to a chip of the old block. :O

Shingszszszxsxzxsx,mum and dad is nagging. /:

Arg,i just can't stop. :x

Homework. :/

Just don't feel like doing, AHSHIT. :(

Bye!

Jacqueline,:/

laugh.

2010-06-17T12:58:00.000+08:00

LOVE is important.

Had CO meeting yesterday!

From the morning to the evening. *phew*

But the whole thing is so fun with hui han,gerlissa,jeff,and ks!.:D

Laughters and joy. :)

It's dad birthday today! C:

Happy birthday to you,happy birthday to you,happy birthday to daddy,happy birthday to you!<3

Only this year it's not with fathers' day.

I didn't realised until monday. :O

Anyway,he's the best dad, smsed him at about 1.20am. Wished him. <3

Had my lunch, so full.

Gonna go for my exercise later. C:

It's has been a long time ever since i have exercise.

:x i think got at least 2 months.

And all i eat is all those unhealthy and fattening food,

it's time for jacq to do some WORK OUT. :)

Well,have watch the show A CHIP OFF THE OLD BLOCK,

now watching EP 14. :)

I have only started watching like 4 days ago. So fast,and efficient.

Interview tmr, BRRRRRRRRRRR. <:

Excited but horrified. I wonder what they will ask. Hmm.

But i think it's okay if i fail the interview,

cause i'm not even sure if i can manage those time and stress that i will be facing.

:) But i wil definitely give my best shot. <:

After the interview,gonna do some project work with harriet, qing and brenda. C:

I hope that tmr will be a productive day. :D

Gonna take some $$$ from mom for lunch and materials fees for project.

HAHA. :)

Off to the show!

Gonna finish ep 14, 15, 16!

Bye!

Jacqueline,i'm addicted to HK drama!

:) Jacq's happy with life.

2010-06-13T22:22:00.014+08:00

Tomorrow will be a BRIGHTER day!

Woke up at 7am on SATURDAY!
Dad drove us to Brother's NS camp.
Saw his ceremony and everything,woots,cool. O.O
Then,his camp has organised a FAMILY day, so we played as a family together,as there were many station games. FUN.

Played golf with dad. C: (Y)
Played snookers with BROTHER. HAHA,he's good.
Played the soccer thingy with mum & fel, feel so embarrassed at that station.
Cause fel & mum really,seriously,suck at soccer ttm. <: But i'm no better. x:

At about 2pm, we went to AH YI's house.
She lend me LOTS of hk drama CD. AWESOME. :>
Sister is busy looking at all her dresses and clothes,while i used her portable CD player to watch. :)

Went to pastamania to have my mussels and clams pasta.
I ate creamy,kinda of sick of it after eating for a while.
But the CHEESESTICK & CHICKEN WINGS ARE SIMPLY FANTASTICALLY GOOD. <:
Had tomato soup and lemon tea. *Burp*. :}

Then we got back to her house, watched the HK channel while waiting for dad to come and fetch us home. :)
Aunt then took out a COACH pouch for me and sis. One each. :D
I got the darker colour,black and it may look more mature,but it's okay cause it's a gift. C:
I'm using it cause it cost a hundred plus and i don't wish to waste her money! C:
It's okay,it's time for me to grow older and smarter. *giggles*

TODAY.

Went to grandma's house.
The oldest aunt about 60 years old i think,is back from sydney. :D
She brought pictures of her grandson and food. C:
I think it's pretty cool yea? :}
Went northpoint, window shopping,another aunt gave me 10 bucks cause she won the 4D.
HAHAS,freee $10.
Aws,i decline but she insist i took because i'm afraid she say i'm proud or look down on her. :)

Dad fetch brother back to camp.Aws,sad for him. :(
We went together,it's a LONG journey. *dizzy*
Talked and laughed alot on the car.
Now,then i discover and realised that my dad can be ~~VERY lame~~ sometimes. :>
Well father's day is coming,dad's birthday is on father's day,so i can always save my money on presents,felt rather sad for him, but TOO BAD. *stuck out tongue*

Reached home at about 9pm. ~~EARLIEST RECORD.~~ C:
:) Brought pringles home,cause my another aunt brought it for us.
C: HAHA,it's mine!
Playing plurk nothing much to do in facebook.
Arg. Feeling tired. :O

-Bye!
Off to my ben and jerry ice-cream! *lick*

JACQUELINE.
Can you start the conversation first?
Why must it be me? ARG*

FLAG DAYYY!:D

2010-06-10T00:18:00.003+08:00

FamilyFriends are important in my life now.

Had my CLASS BBQ on monday, 7th june!
The whole event is AWESOME. :D
I had lots of fun with friends and teachers!
Esp Mr Suhaimi,we bonded with him quite alot through the guitar and singing! :)
HEHE,he's quite a awesome form teacher to have. :D
Probably much better than my sec 1 and 2 teachers! x:

Lorry-ied home.
Dora's staying a few levels above me so she sent me home. C:
Save my TAXI fares. <: Chatted with Geh,Dora and more. :) i have enjoyed the cooling breeze and it's really relaxing to sit the lorry with them. :> THANKS!

And today,it's my CIP day. 09062010
Did my CIP in the morning,woke up at 5am! *phew*
And had MAC for breakfast in AMK HUB with amira,geh,cheryl.
Meet up with weiqi and germaine later on in the bus stop.
Bus-ed to CHIJ ST Nicholas Girls' school nearby to collect the tin and stickers.
(:

Collected donation in causeway point!
I got the HEAVIEST TIN! C:
Most people donated to me and i won QI. <: MUAHAHAHAH! {:
Many charitable malaysian and singaporeans.
Sadly to say,none of the China workers donated.
I have approach like 10, all fails to donate. -.-

Feel so contented.
Went home,had luncha dn took a 3 hours nap.*blush* C:
Went cycling and had my dinner.
Watched the channel 8 show 8pm.
the strawberries and oysters are making me hungry,
so i ate up a packet of $2.90 tao kae noi seaweed. *heartbreak*
Cause it's freaking nice & i finish it freaking fast. :C

Has to say nights again ppl! :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 15TH STELLA!

Bon voyage to Harriet!

Jacqueline <3 STELLA

CEC CAMP 2010!

2010-06-04T20:57:00.004+08:00

CEC CAMP 2010 HAS OFFICIALLY ENDED!

Time really flies when i spend time with the PC team.
Working and running around this camp.
It's tiring & stressful but FUN!
And i didn't regret taking part in this camp! :D
WHOOOOOHOOOOOO! :)
Met many many many nice jokey hilarious and fun ppl in the camp.
:D

Even it's not easy to ensure everything goes smoothly,
but i can say we have tried our very best.:)
And basically, all of the FACs, SMs and PCs are really bonded.
* brenda cried over for something that can show that the SMs are really bonded.
:} So i'm really touched. (:
And i'm really grateful to have all the SMs and FACs present to help out! C:
And i seriously hope that all the leaders/campers have learnt something through this camp.
:>

I didn't take a nap,it's a miracle. Cause last night,PCs slept at 4am.
And we woke up at 6am. I think it's so strong! C:
And i'm rather energetic on the day 2 even if all the PCs slept at 3am and woke up at 5plus am.
(:
I'm so cool and i think i have learn pretty much throughout this camp & grow up by being more mature.
(:

But for this camp,i think i can do a better job if i'm more daring. ;D
I will change to grow and progress ti a better stage! :)

JACQUELINE.
I will all PCs,FACs,SMs that are involved in this camp.
you guys are seriously AWESOME. :)

I'm back!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

2010-05-30T13:20:00.005+08:00

WHOOOOOHOOO!

CEC CAMP is 3 days away! :)

I have enjoyed my ~~birthday! :D~~

On that day,i received my ipod NANO from brother and sister!:D

AWESOME, the pink it's super cool and hot, :)

TEEHEEEHEE. :)

Had my BIG birthday cake at home after going to my grandparents house.

It's so nice.

Aunt gave me four pens plus correction fluid plus correction tape & MERCI CHOCOLATES!:D

HAHA! She ask me what i want so i told her. :)

HAHA,each pen cost $2.70. I told her i wanted the colourful ones but she said that it'll useless to me as i'm not able to use it during school days.

But still thanks Auntee! C:

Well,mum gave me a treat at PIZZAHUT. :)

$60. The cheesy pizza tasted awesomely nice. :}

And a pair of RED vans shoes! $60.

It's so cool. Cause fel has the pink pair already so i think RED will be better.

And thanks to the PC team for the WINNIE THE POOH CAKE. :D

I'm realy surprise that they will give me such a cute cake!:)

I think it's the mischievous GEH's idea. <:

But i love it. ;D

And the old bucket of friends, Jiayou and guys.

For the mega bear!:D

HAHA! :) It's rather nice to hugggggg!:D

And about one hundreds of comments on my profile about my birthday.

Thanks friends!:D :D :D

Well,my plurk is increasing!:D

but i'm will be away from 2-4! :(

I bet it will decrease again. :C

ARGGGG.

Bye, will be back soon.

Jacqueline.

Had my ptm!

2010-05-27T21:37:00.004+08:00

It's life that made me.

Fortunately, my PTM is ~~over.~~
And my dearest mum didn't faint. Phew.
I expect her to faint but fortunately she didn't. :(
My results is atrocious. BUB-ness. :C

It's time to brush up. :D
REALLY BRUSH UP.
~~I'm not going to give up!~~
Cause it's my choice to choose PURE science.
& the main reason why i did so badly it's because the effort i put in isn't that much as all my friends and buddies.
The one i feel most guilty to face it's my parents.

I know they expected much more from me.
I'm so sorry that i can't achieve what they expect.

These results is the worst present i ever had in my life.
Well, 28 may is my birthday,tomorrow.
Firstly,i have to thank JESLIN,JIAYI,STELLA,JASMINE & KOHQING.
For my early birthday present. :)
And wishes from harriet,huihan and geh! :D
AWESOME BRANCH OF KIDS. C:

I have got the STUDENT OF THE MONTH MAY.
and i feel so contented! :)
It's the first award that my form teachers. :D

Jacqueline,
it's time for me to jiayou!

Phew/

2010-05-24T22:29:00.005+08:00

I have failed to control my own emotions.

Today is rather long and tiring. :)
HEHE, did what i'm suppose to do today!

BUT....
SS period is like a breakdown to me.I'm still rather desperate about my grades for SS.
And the TWO IDIOTIC HUMAN JUST IRRITATED ME BY ASKING WHAT'S MY SCORE EVEN IF THEY KNOW I'M ONE OF THE FEW WHO DID BADLY.
IS IT REALLY HARD TO BE HUMBLE FOR BOTH OF YOU? SERIOUSLY,IF YOU DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE OR THINK OF MY FEELING,I THINK YOU SHOULD GO AND REFLECT LIKE SERIOUSLY. -.- SO WHAT IF YOU ARE SMART IN BRAIN BUT YOUR EQ IS SUPER LOW, I DON'T SEE WHAT'S GOOD IN YOU ANYMORE. WHAT DO YOU THINK THE TEACHER WILL CALL ME FOR? FOR A TEA BREAK OR A LUNCH TREAT?!!?? LOL, CAN'T YOU BE MORE BRIGHT IN THE SENSE THAT YOU SHOULD NOTICE PEOPLE'S FEELINGS AND FACIAL EXPRESSIONS? -.- I BREAKDOWN IN SS. BECAUSE I COULDN'T NOT STAND THAT WHY IS ALL THE PPL LIKE THEM SMART AND PPL LIKE ME IS LIKE SUPER DUMB? :C

Anyway, tomorrow it's my break time!
A-W-E-S-O-M-E! :D

I catch no balls about the asknlearn thingy.
:( Couldn't not asnwer the rest of the questions except for the first one.
Arg. So tired. Plurked. :>

~~There's parents meeting tmr! :x~~
Shingzxzxzxzx!:C
I'm afraid that my FT will comment lots of stuffs about my results.
DOOMZXZXZXZXZSSSSS DAY.
Esp my science results. :'(

Fortunately,i have did my homework yesterday! :)
So gonna go to bed early tonight!
Bye humans!
Enjoy the last 4 days of school ppl! :D
CHEERS! :)

C: See'y tmr.
gonna blog more about tmr's PTM kay?
*winks**grins*

Jacqueline.
I find you more and more irritating.
:(, i just hope that i can sit miles and miles away from you.
D:

1st in the inter-class captain's ball! :D

2010-05-21T22:20:00.003+08:00

3 RESPECT GOT THE CHAMPION FOR CAPTAIN'S BALL!!!

I have the funniest day with 3 respect today!

I can say the matches are AWESOME.

Esp with brenda and kohqing! *Giggles*

They are awesome captain's ball player! :D

I did help a little. :) Tried my best to help? :) :) :)

Went around the North East side of singapore after the competition.

Kinda of COOL. :D

But tiring. :x

We walked from plaza sing-orchard-cathey, one big round.

Phew, i manage to reach home, :)

i thought i will just gave up and must as well camp there.

C: C: C:

Reached home around 945pm.

Turn on the computer and started sending things!

Manage to send on time. Then off i go to bath! :D

The feeling of the water dripping on you is so NICE. :)

Plurk's karma is ~~DROPPING. :(~~

Awws. I'm going to reach 50 soonnnnzzzxzxzxzxzx! :D :D :D

Contented. :)

Still going to school tmr, :)

I have cheered up.

Yesterday, those who are present in the BBQ are o nice to me.

:) Hope that we will remain like this. ^^

(Y)

Bye blogger. :)

Update you soon.

Phy tuition tomorrow.

Suck ttm. X:

Jacqueline is here!

no point crying over spilled milk.

2010-05-19T17:20:00.007+08:00

'' there's no point crying over spilled milk'' &'' it's easier to be said than done''.

It's not e
asier not cry over spilled milk. :(
I have failed badly for PHY and SS.
I have studied so hard for SS, but what i get? FLUNK.
D: it's really disappointing for me. Seriously.
~~I almost feel like - DIEING.~~
True enough,it's easier to say that take it as an experience,
but it's not easy for me to take it this way.

I got all my points right for SS.
But my conclusion and link.I totally forget to write them.
Cause i think i'm overly excited for the paper.
What did i get in the END? Atrocious MARKS.
:'( why is this world so unfair?
Why some of them did not have to touch their books and they can score well?
WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON?

Sometimes, i'll be thinking, is god asking me to stop studying?
And just pray to them and i may do well?
In my theory, hard work never pays off.
But true enough,i see from my SS,
that my theory is a THRASH/CRAP. :C

I feel really unfair that i feel lke dieing and go up to the heaven and ask god what's going on in the mother earth. D':
Maybe there are really smart people in this world. But isn't that unfair that god gave us different size of brain? O:

Phy, i failed like ---------------------------.
Speechless. I have to start mug for it.
Paying more attention on maths that day ruined my plan for phy.\:
I have no one else to blame, but
I .ME .MYSELF. MY. MINE.

I should/could have done better in SS. Like seriously.
:(
Now all the good grades i get for GEO. is gone, vanishing into the thin air.
The feeling in me really sucks.

I believe God is giving me a chance to practice what's hiccup in life.

I'm really sick and tired of all these crap things i do in my life.
But i HAVE TO STAND UP STRAIGHT and BATTLE WITH IT.
Even if i'm the worst, ~~COMMITTING SUICIDE is insane.~~ I believe. :(
No matter how sad am i, i can't.
My parents,friends,cousin will be disappointed if i fail but my parent will be devastated if i die? :D *winks*

Buck up & definitely, i'm going on with my beautiful life.
:)/:D

JACQ'S AWESOME THAT SHE CAN WITHSTAND ANY BLOW. :D

Meeting.

2010-05-18T22:02:00.004+08:00

I have to Learn.

Today's meeting has made me learn that we have to cherish whatever you have no,
never take things for granted, and it will always be there. (:
Learn my lesson in the meeting. Phew. {:
I said my speech. Trembling and shivering.
But the encouragement the rest gave me was really important. :D
Thanks BUDDIES! C:

School is so longgggggggggg! ^^
end school @ 6pm and went for my A maths tuition.
There's a guy, studied in RI, got 79/80 for his AMATHS.
And he say he was disappointed. -.-
What the hell??? x:

In conclusion there's lots of smart people in this globe.
:O, it's like so !!@#$%^&*
this world is UNFAIR. :(
I'm born to be so dumb, *feeling ashamed*

Hahas, anyway, meeting with them is awesome.
I enjoyed myself in every meeting even though i often get scolding.
x: but guys there are really awesome. *blinks*

Whoosh Jacq! ^^

~~School tmr is gonna be harder for me. :C~~
But i have to learn to stand up straight after every fall.
Cause if i don't i will be injured and never get cure.

''Tomorrow will be better''
HAHA,i think my next movie is DEAR JOHN.
:) Hmmm...

CCA tmr.
SHINGS. :( Gonna go and buck up in my skills.
x: i suck in CO. *sad face*
Too bad,i'm not talented. Blame who? :O

Jacqueline.

Jacq' has a pea-sized brain that can't really use to study. :D

''Excused for not getting good grades.''

Stress up~!

2010-05-17T22:39:00.002+08:00

Smile!

Meeting today is AWESOME.
Busy right now.
Back tmr! :)

Jacqueline's awesome too!

Dread.

2010-05-16T16:02:00.003+08:00

Have a Kit-Kat.

I'm really tired now. :(

I need a break. Everything is cramping in my mind.

I have too much to think and worried. D:

Why?

Now, i'm leading a ~~stressful life~~ that i don't used to have.

Why? I can't be myself in this way; everything needs me to worry.

Results,planning, tuition work. :<

I wasted one tuition today. Have been yawning all the way.

Even though Mr ong said a joke but i just can't laugh,

whenever i woke up,i will be thinking, what must i do today?

No outings. Things is waiting for me to do.

it's always waving at me. ):

I want to go shopping, movie trips with friends.

playing mahjong with old clique.

i don't dare to tell them the reason why i can't.

And i ended up my friends thinking that i'm always going home. :(

My life is screwed up. /:

Where is the lively me? who always ask my mum to go east coast or shopping.

Sec 3 life is killing me. i'm so stressed up.

I simply can't cope with my two sciences.

Saw the chem notes that my chem teacher gave.

GG ng. Gosh,the notes is less detailed than combine science notes. -.-

and SHE expect us to do better than them,what's THIS?!!!????!!!??!?!!?

And i can't believe myself to be that dumb to read her notes for MYE! :(

And i ended up YI TOU WU SHUI. :( :( :( :(

I studied and what did i get in the end. Crap. T.T

I want MR LEOW/ms tan! :( :( :( :( :(

Why is she so irresponsible to let us use the same notes as the other steam?

:( She didn't even to spare us a thought on how worried are we for our chem.

D:,total BU-NESS.

Phy. I'm loving it. But the questions? I don't get any link.

WHATTHEHELL! Completely no link will the topics i learn.

Can't he just tell me what he wants.

And i will do it for the questioner. >':

I'm utterly disappointed in myself for this MYE.

Jacqueline.

Whenever i think of my mye,

i will be troubled.

MYE IS OVER!

2010-05-15T16:59:00.003+08:00

MYE is over!
I'm feeling so sick now. Awws.
Down with flu, exams is like a rush.
I feel that during this period of exams, i have grew up so much. (:
I'm able to control myself not to use computer.

Wishing for the best for my results.
:D
Two days after the exams,i felt even more stressed up.
Camp is coming, everyone in the team is so stress. :C
I can seee all the ppl in the team is going hysterical. HAHA!

Eng and chinese is the subject i'm most worried of nowzxxzxzxzs!
>: hope tht i can do well! :}

Bye. back tmr!

jacqueline wants to watch UP!

See'y

2010-04-27T17:05:00.002+08:00

MIA-ING for MYE. :)

MYE: 4 days away.

2010-04-24T19:14:00.004+08:00

HKKK!

I can feel the presence of MYE.
gosh,i left the limited 4 days.
i'm confuse with all my topics. Brr.
HOW?!!:(
i have no choice but to work harder these days.
There is star award tomorrow! :) Excited. :D :D :D
Gonna watch!:)

Thursday: ENG paper!

Friday: CHINESE paper!

So damn worried for these two language. D:
Cause they are very important!
Log indices and surds = confusion. :(
Gonnna restart and learn everything from the very first topics.
Sighs. :(

Things are getting more and more stressful for me.
Arg. just hope everything will stop here.
will the world really end at 2012? :)
Hmm,if it really ends then i don't have to take my Os results.
Perfect. :D

Mum went uncle's house, i didn't go because i got something on,
and by the time i reach home,she go already! :(
Sucks. -.-

Stop all activities by today!
YEAHNESS!:D

change me blogskin?
YES!:D:D

Stop here,more tmr!
:)

Jacqueline.

i miss you but i don't know how to say to you.

it;s time to say goodbye!

2010-04-13T14:59:00.004+08:00

Bye,friends! :C

Today it's the HK students last day.
Yeah,i'm very sad. Don't feel relief at all. Unlike last year.
:( I miss them,chiwah and shuyi. :{
Shuyi cried just now, after looking at her and comforting her, i cried.
I know i will miss them,cause they are much more fun,friendly and awesome than the China students last year. :(

10 DAYS. it's gone, time really flies.
I want them to stay,but i know i can't,cause they have their family members there.
:) I told Chi Wah before he left, he must be xing fu.
& he promissed he will. :D And shu yi she said she will miss us.

:D :D :D :D :D :D

Even though this hosting programme i spend time lesser than the china programme last year,
i felt much more sadder this year. :(
I promissed myself not to cry but ~~i fail to.~~
D':

We can going to HK during sept? :OMaybe? :)
I will try to earn the opportunity,but at that time EOY is very near already. :(
Still considering if we should go? C:

I promiss,i will never forget your guys. :)

Thanks for all the beautiful memories

CHI WAH,SHUYI,JIAWEI AND RAY.

Jacqueline,

As i grown older,i have learn to let go whenever i need to.

:*(

BUSY/ STRESSED.

2010-04-09T21:24:00.006+08:00

You are the sunlight in my life that i can't live without. Just like a plant.

GOSHGOSH!!!!
~~MYE IS COMING!!!!:( :( :(~~
Like two more weeks?
Whywhywhywhywhywhy?(Justin bieber song)
Why isn't MR time waiting for me. :(

I'm staying back EVERYDAY.
Shits. Haven't really studied the topics that i'm weak at.
~~Shingssssz. :{~~
Why? Cause i have lots of programme. :(
I'm going insane soon if i'm having this kind of schedule for this whole year.
D:

Monday: CCA + something really important.

Resulting i'm not able to go with the HK twinning programme activity,and that's my only day that i will spent with them .:( But i can't go cause i have consider the factors already,i can't don't attend the important event. D: But still pretty excited for the real serious event thingy within ppl. :O ( not suppose to say.)

TUES:GEO COMMON TEST.+ FAREWELL PARTY. :(

I think i will miss them,their questions and laughter. (mei you,jack-KE-LIN) :'(

WED: CCA + REHEARSAL.

(gonna end every late,i'm quite sure. ) :(

THUR: A MATHS AND CHEM COMMON TEST.

WHAT's this,i don't even have time to revise. :(

FRI: CONCERT

Tiring,when can i really stay @ home in the afternoon for a NAP?

Exams is 14 days from today.
What am i going to do? :(
I don't know. I feel like giving everything up now.
Why? :< ~~Why am i so demoralised now? :(~~
I hate the feeling in me. T.T
~~I need you now.~~ But i can't be so selfish, i know you need your own time.
But i miss you. I lost one important person already. Not one more anymore.
:(
Whenever i think of you,i will think of her.
Cause i almost lost you but because she's there i didn't wish to give you up.
:(
I don't know my own feelings now.
I'm confused why?
I suck. :{

I need to be HIGH for tmr's CAMPFIRE.
I swear i will. :)
Gonna forget everything. :)

&&& i made a NEW FRIEND THAT IS IN MY CLASS,
I think she's a awesome new friend.
& she's NELY WEE KAI LIN. :D:D
Her index no. is 15 and i'm 16!!! COOL~
She's a nice girl that i like.:) Even though she not that kind of HIGH people like KQ,harriet and brenda but she's quiet and GREAT. :)
She didn't like that same person as me! :D COOL.

Another topic.
I ~~can't~~ stand you anymore,
I will bear with you until everything is OVER.
I promissed. -,-

Jacqueline,
I'm will be stronger after every disaster that have happened to me.
I believe i can.

Packed and tiring life. :(

2010-04-02T12:49:00.004+08:00

Where are you when i need you? :(

This week have been a torture to me. :(
Everday in school is just staying back,staying back,staying back. :(
CCA REHEARSAL,PROJECT MEETUPS WITH FRIENDS. :(
I don't have any time for myself. arg. D:

Fortunately, today it's a HOLIDAY! :)
Going Singapore Expo to find a CAMERA!:D
Thrilled. Awesome. Going after lunch? :)

My great-aunt invited my family for dinner tmr.
I think she is staying the same condo with davis chng. :D
But homework is as high as a MOUNTAIN. :O
How? How am i going to finish?
Math,phy and chem. Gosh. D:

Have to finish them.
My maths can finally get full marks for tests,
i hope i can maintain. :D :D :D
I will try HARDER.

True enough,MYE is the end of this month. :x
How? :(
I got hk hosting which is going to take up 2 weeks of this month,
and rehearsal for the concert. :( :( :(
Total sadness . >: Sucks.

I think MYE is like badly planned. :C
They should plan exams in the mid-may.
:( :( then i have time to STUDY STUDY.
SHITZZZZZZXXX!

I;m not going to care too much. C:
Gonna enjoy my shopping trip and dinner today and tmr.
Excited! Sunday will be my day to chiong!
Yea. :}

Back soon. :)

Jacqueline. :)
Nobody is imperfect. :)

i have an awesome dad!;)

2010-03-25T15:45:00.008+08:00

'' i have a AWESOME DAD!:D''

It's cool to buy 6 BLACK hairbands,that's what my dad did.
:)
I remember the night before,i told him,
''daddy can you help me buy ONE black hairbands,cause i cut my fringe and i need.''
''Okay.."
The day after,i saw 6 new hairbands and 2 rubber bands.
I amazed. :}
Cause i think it's special to buy 6 different kinds of hair bands in one shot.
It's alot,that now i don't know which one to use. :)
Pretty proud of my dad being so nice as in to go into a girls' stuffs shop and buy girls things for me. :D

'i want a colourful love experience.''

Class photo shot today. :)
Sat beside Mr Suhaimi. :}
But he's kind of nice. Kohqing sat beside me. :D:D:D
And weiqi sat on her for fun shot,so i don't expect to see kohqing in the fun shot picture!
HAHA!:D (when she saw this i'm dead.)
TEEHEHEHHEHEHEH!:D
I think my class is damn fun! <:

Cute?:)

Had pepper lunch with koh qing and harriet and the rest.. :) ,
burpply full.
Then bad news came,'' jacq,you know the tug of war is postponed?''
''yes..:( cause it's raining"
Then eugene ask how you know still raining after i ended my call.
''You hear the sizzling sound,that's the sound of the rain?!''
"That's the ppl around our table cooking their food la!'' Kohqing and the rest answered.
I was damn embarrassed.
Gosh,nearly go and bang the wall. x:
I'm like so stupid. GOSH!~ x(
but it's hilarious. :D

Eating spaghetti soon. X:
I'm slowly growing FATTER! :(
ShitSSS! But i can't resist temptations.
D:, how, should i eat?
I think i should,just for once i ate 2 of plate rice in recess and pepper lunch one plate each and 1 plate of spaghetti for these 8 hours. :O

Alright,going to watch movie!
titled ''A Dog's story.''

Jacqueline,
i like weekends!:D

field trip and studyday?:D

2010-03-20T19:00:00.006+08:00

AWESOME 3 Respect+pin han!

Fieldtrip is AWESOME with 3 respect. :D

I had fun. :)Seriously,much more of laughter and enjoyment. :D
Thanks to Weiqi,kohqing,harriet,shawn,jingwei,dominic. (Y)
The group of people gave me lots of joy during the trip! :}

Went to kusu island, island where our garbage is buried & marina bay there.
:)
Kusu island is a tortoise & starfish island,
Unfortunately,i saw ~~none of the starfish~~ but abundant of tortoise.
:(, greatly disappointed.

A place where our garbage is buried,
the place is so boring that we get high after seeing two BIRDS.
-.-, but the two birds are special that i can't even see it clearly.

Say ''Wheese!''xD

Marina bay that area, we have a pretty lady to be our tour guide. :)
it's rather cool,cause it's much nicer than the guy. :D
Awesome,i have learn quite a lot there,cause i'm still enthusiastic. :}

Dinner was ~~burpy full~~ as we had in J8! :)
Spend 6.80 on fried rice in a HK restaurant and Yami yogurt $4.
Minimum amount of money you will spend dinner in J8. :D
Proud of myself. *winks*
Awesome dinner with ppl like kq,jw,hl,bl,dom,sl.{i think there's one more?}
:)
Trained home with dom. As we stay the closest? :)

First day of School.
Tiring,but fun. :)
Did a hush physic project. ~~Speedily FAST-~~
Hurry went back to school for Meeting. :)
I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO THINK OF GAMES FOR THE

CEC camp.

Excited!:D :D :D :D
i will be excited,cause they are likely to use our games.
:} TEEEHEEEHEEEXXZZ!
Went to mac with Jiayi,as tuition is cancelled.
Did maths. :B
Had humorous and unforgettable moments with jiayi sometimes.
<3

Jacqueline,
i'm proud to be who am i.
i'm still the childish one living in my dreams.

TIRING WEEK.

2010-03-17T23:16:00.003+08:00

: Monday
Maths remedial in the morning. :O
Had MAC breakfast! :}
then went to do project with jackson,harriet,kohqing,shawn,jing wei & brenda.
About 6 plus,trained to plaze sing to watch ALICE IN THE WONDERLAND!
:),it's awesome,cause shawn treated me!
Tiring day,phew. :D

:Tuesday
Maths remedial. :O
BREAKFAST: KFC
Monitor meeting,it's fun with Jia Yi!<3
Had mac with Jiayi and bubble tea,bought sushi to school.:}
Mingjun is so jealous of my sushi when he saw. :)
Do some research and then went popular with jiayi then bus to tuition!
Tuition with jiah ching and shawn.

:Wednesday
Woke up at 8am. :O
Had breakfast with shawn : KFC at 10am
Project starts at 11am. They let me waited for so long!>:
Start filming with joey. :)
Joey is so cute!:D :D (jackson's sister)

Tmr:
Fieldtrip. /:
DINNER WITH KQ and classmates! :)

Bye:

Jacqueline.

Co camp!

2010-03-14T21:05:00.003+08:00

How long will my happiness last?

Co camp is rather FUN.
With my partner Celeste! We are AWESOME.
I had lots of fun with her.
Esp during the station games and night walk. :D

Laughter during my group,
seriously hope all of them enjoyed.
Slept at about 1 plus that is close to 2am yesterday.
Dog-tired. :O
Had fun chatting,drinking green tea and famous amos in the midnight with all the facs.
:D

Had 6 hours of practice today.
Gosh,i'm like so strong to tolerate the cool air-conditioner & teacher's long long talks.
xD & the sound of the drum make my heart beats stop. -.-

Meals in the camp is a thumbs-up. {:
Drinks is the best! LEMON TEA! &:

Maths lessons tmr.
Boredzzzz. And WHAT ENG PROJECT!
:( :'(
Sadded. /:

Jacqueline.
homework is waiting for me at home.
EEeeee. Why?

Holiday= no rest

2010-03-11T15:43:00.003+08:00

My world will never be bright without all of friends.

Holidays is almost here? :)
i thought it's going to be fun,but it wasn't. :(
It's just packed with so many projects and homework.

On monday,
It's BRENDA's BIRTHDAY!
Sang 7 times of birthday song!:'D
COOL~
Monitor meeting!
have to do 10 questions?
How?

On tuesday,
played my captains' ball match.
FUN. :)
With shermaine ang & tan,chloe,huihan,Isabel,jan?
We got into the semi finals. :D
Glad that i didn't cause the team to lose really bad.
Cause i', having a FLU. :'(
Thanks kohqing,brenda,shawn,harriet and zhengwen's tissue and help.
:D!:D!:D!:D

On wed,
tired. Drained. But still went to school.
feeling high in school,had lots of laughter with Kq and harriet!
Harriet is freaking funny! xD
Cheered for stephanie,but she didn't heard it. :(
But kq said that i'm noisy. Whatever~:D

Today,
Today is WEIQI BIRTHDAY!
I think our class sang about 6 times of happy birthday song.
:D
but it's fun to go with all those classmates and my old clique for recess.

Sat and sun-camp }:
mon-project + schl tuition+own tuition
tues-tuition + monitor meeting+ own tuition.
Wed-project
Thursday- field trip
Friday-project
Sat-grandma's house
Sun-own tuition.

A very Packed WEEK! :(

Jacqueline.

BACK,alive.

2010-03-05T14:44:00.003+08:00

You are still the prettiest in my eyes;

This week is a very careless week. x.x

Guess what, on wed, i was sitting on the first seat.

Gosh,the bus suddenly stop and i ~~'flew' forward.~~

I was lying on the opposite my seat. Gosh. I was like hugging the seat.

Damn embarrassing,hope no one see it. x(

Secondly,today.I thought that the step isn't that high,then i tripped.

Gosh,i almost fall off the stairs.

Unbalanced. :(

X.x

Lastly,
I did badly for whole CA1.

It's worst than sec 2. Gorgeous. :(

I'm so going to die. D: I did study.

But all my marks is a TRASH.

:(
Lots of marks lost due to carelessness,
maybe due to late night sleep. :(

Weeks of exam and tests,i felt so tiring.

But i'm not going to give up like this.

Look at the brighter side,at least i have chance to improve.

:D,if i'm great at first than it's not fun anymore because i can't get anymore better marks!

Yea. x: Look at the brighter side.

LTC,I'm not gg.

:( Cause in the holidays i already have a CO camp,

so don't feel like filling my holidays with camp. :)

But i felt a little regretful. Bintan. I think it's going to be FUN.

:( Forget it, it's time for me to rest well. :D

Tuition at night! :)

Decided to go cause i don't want to go on sunday!

YAY! :D

So gonna take a nap.

Yea,short one hopefully.

bye.

Jacqueline.

it's AWESOME.

2010-02-28T19:34:00.003+08:00

Hmm.

Chinese new year officially ended today!
Wow,time flies. :( Sucks.
Went to my grandma's house yesterday & my mum's aunt's house to lau yu shen!
:) IT's so fun.
Coolest part is that it's mixed with lots of abalone. :D
It's nice.
Played audition in my cousin's laptop! It's FUN.
While watching at my cousin playing,i have finished a box of chocolate.
Arg,i'm fat now.
Reached home at 1230am yesterday. Drained.
:} but happy.

Went tuition in the morning.
Yawns. Then went my grandma's brother house.
Fun. Ate lots of goodies. & australia CHOCOLATE!
Reached home about 4pm,cause brother have to go back to army camp.
/:
It's his b'dae on monday,and he still have to go back.
:( Total bu-ness. (thumbs down!)
Slept for 3 hours.
Damn tired. Now using computer!
Haven even touch my ss!
SHIT! :(

Gonna fb for a while. &plurk!
Bye.

Jacqueline.

Exciting

2010-02-24T19:29:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday mum!

IT'S mum's birthday to today! :D
I love you mum! :) teeheee, looking forward for this sat!
YAY! HEHE going aunty house to bbq and gym! Whoohhooo.
Muscles. Iloveit. xD

HAHA.
Korean show is very nice. :)
Exciting now!
Co is fun with Stephanie! <3

korean show rocks! :]

Jacqueline

Cross-country

2010-02-19T18:16:00.003+08:00

Love is like a flowing river;it's endless.

I'm HAPPY.

I won the 7th position in the cross-country! :D
I persist through the whole journey even though i'm breathless.
kinda of cool! :)
I almost fainted because i haven't been running since last holiday which is like nov,
only did some flying of kites and badminton,no running at all. :O
Drained when i finish running. But i'm very satisfied.
My first cross country and my first cross-country award!!! :D

Walked to the mrt station with chloe and some other psls!
Tiring,bus home after that. :)
Slept 4 hours! Phew,i thought i slept for only 1 hour. But it ended up 4!
Gosh. Turned on the com and start typing! :D

Gonna watch the 7 pm show in channel u as usual. :}
So excited for this ep! ^^

Sister is having MAJOR exams ,
so do i. Common test for the whole week. Sighs.
*two more weeks to holidays.
LOOKING forward! Yay. :D

Don't forget chinese new year,it hasn't ended.
:) intended to go bai nian just now.
But mum haven't come back home yet. :(
So forget it.

That's all,bye!!-

Jacqueline.
Life is like running,
we can't stop for even a little while.
Cause we will end up slacking for more time.
Persistence for running made me learn lots of things.
Things never goes in my way in life.
But i have to learn to adapt. I will try. :)
Just like relationships. but thanks for your encouragement just now. :)
While i'm doing my running just now,
i'm was thinking of many things,not only to win but to try and not waste my effort to go all the way there.
I have suceed.
And I BELIEVE I WILL DO WELL IF I DID ALL MY HOMEWORK TO MY BEST OF MY ABILITIES! *YEA*

Time past faster than i'm enjoying. :(

2010-02-18T20:51:00.005+08:00

Life is a endless journey;

Chinese new year is a total full of joy! :D
I enjoyed myself by eating countless number -
of chocolates,barbecue pork &love letters!
:O
I think i have gain at least 3 kg!:D

Played blackjack,it's super fun.
I won. :) -Duh!
But not much afterall. :)

Wore dress on the first day.
My cousin was kind of shocked. Hahs. :D
But i like that dress cause it's white and with a brown belt. :)

There's cross country tomorrow. Meeting KQ at 7AM! ;(
Gonna RUN,hopefully if i'm not suffering from morning illness.
Eg,Flu And stomach cramp. :(
I quite sure i can't get into top 10,but i will try. :)
Cause Kq run faster than me but she got 10th position right? ^^
But no harm trying. :)

Next week,is a week packed with common tests.
AHHHH! :{
I'm so NOT excited. /:
:(
Geo,Amaths,Emaths and Chemisty!
D:

I need energy now.
To do my leftover 7 question of Amaths questions.
Arg. ><

-I Hope Chinese new year will never end. :D

Jacqueline.
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Chinese new year is finally here!

2010-02-12T16:49:00.003+08:00

True?

Chinese new year is here! :)

YEA! HERE! :D
Time really flies. Whoohoo.
Went back to primary school with p6 classmates. & juniors!
:D,Chatter and compare our height.
I'm tall. :)
Anyway,they also complained that they can't hear. :x
Oppsy,anyway it's over. :D

WOW. I have been through the hard year,2009.
And now a even harder year for me. Quite a challenging year.
Sucks. :(
Cause phy and A maths. Is driving me nutty. /:

I gonna enjoy this long holidays before my common tests. (shake legs)
Got quite alot of red spots on my legs and hands.
It's predicted to be sand flies. :(
3 on my face and many on my legs and hands.
It look quite similar to chicken poxs.
/: EEEEEERH.

Later still got tuition.
Suck to the bottom. :{
But mum gonna meet me later.
Go buy some decoration stuffs. :}
COOl.

Played kite during chinese lesson and recess. ;D
I'm so sleepy now.
Have slept before & during the CNY performance but i'm still dog tired. xD
i'm so excited to wear my new clothes!xO

Bye.
Happy new year humans!
:)

Jacqueline.
I think i'm am lousy chairman. :x

Back,kicking alive.

2010-02-10T14:15:00.002+08:00

The camp is a great GREAT GREAT disappointment to me.

:( I just don't know why i felt that the camp is so screwed up.

First day.
Carry of boards to our tent.
Super tiring under the hot and blazing sun.
When it's nearer to evening, i'm started to suffer from serious homesick.
Gosh, i miss everything i have at home,
Called mum with weiqi's phone. I feel so embarrass now. xO
Cause i'm so old already!:x
i think the main reason is i don't have my phone and i felt unsafe! :'x
Double bu-nesss.(thumbs down)

Second day,
I'm played flying fox & high elements,(but i still prefer sec 2's high elements)
FUN! :D:D:D:D:D:D
But the campfires sucks. :/
Gosh,no camp TEE. No light,1 lightstick from eugene,(trainers don't prepare for us like psl do) ,lots of mosquitoes. D:
ARG. I got bitten by the mosquitoes cause i haven't bath yet when it's campfire.
Memorable, cause i'm so frustrated with my sweat and disgusting water from the milo pool.
Gross. EWW.

Third day.
Spring cleaning for the campsite!
WTH. We do everything for the campsite even tents,fields,canteen,toilet (IT'S SUPER DIRTY!)even before we came. :(
& they wanted us to clean it till it's sparkling clean. D:
After cleaning of toilet,felt damn drained.
They still want us to keep the tents and fold them,and the tents is super duper big and heavy.
So glad that everything is over. :) :)
Super tired and high in the bus while on the way back to school! :D
Sang,laugh and sleep. :D :D
Credits to Jackson,Benedict,Kohqing,Harriet, Weiqi,.......!(a few more more more!)

Conclusion.
I'm feeling utterly disappointed in the sec 3 campsite.
It's dirty,gross and unpleasant experience.
but i have learn quite alot,to treasure what i have now.
Family support & good friends laughter. :D
I took them for granted in the past few camps cause it's really nice experience in both sec 2&1 camp. Psls treated us like their sisters and brothers but in this camp it isn't. :(
They treated us like pamper child. ALL those unclean & tiring stuffs they all want us to do.
Toilet isn't as nice as sec 1 &2 campsite. :)
I love to be back home now!

Jacqueline,
I feel so glad that i'm back.

Fly away.

2010-02-06T12:20:00.002+08:00

Hold it tightly and it will break.Just loose and free it,it will be better.

Went flying kate yesterday!
I have learnt the skills already.
& it's tiring cause i was ranning up and down. ><

Onlined since morning,super duper tired.
Hmwrk? There's no homework i think. :D

Didn't went to grandma's house today
cause mum went to make her hair. :)
so i'm staying at home.

Later going to mall to buy and search for storybooks.
Thrilled.

2 more day. & it's her b'dae;
I don't know whether should i buy anything for me.
Arg. :/
I gonna stop think think think.. :D

Bye.

Jacqueline.
Ithought i have forgotten everything,
and could let go everything.
All the love and misses i said to you is never so easy to be forgotten.
I dk why.

I feel damn bad now. :(

2010-02-05T18:06:00.002+08:00

True? :x

Fail my logarithm test AGAIN. :(
By 1 mark! Gosh.
Sick and tired of receiving such grades.
I'm going to freaking fail my phy too. D:
DO-RaY-Me.
All i need is my sleep,i simply can't concentrate in class cause i'm super duper tired.
So i went singing. I think i have distract harriet! Opps. Sorry.*
D:

Sec 3 life is so ever tiring.
I'm actually prepared for it. But i'm just can't buck up.
PHYPHY!CHEM!I'm going to try my best in science! :O
It's suppose to be my fav!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHH! :)

Working forward for new year! YAY-NESS
:D,that willl be a nice break and no more complains! :D

JIAYI is hilarious. :D & she have been cheering me up while i'm tired during recess! :D
Gonna miss her for 3 days!:)
Meetups at night? :x
HAHAH! Hope that there's CEC meeting! :P

Kays,bye ppl.
FBFBFBFBFBFBFBFB!tiring. :O

Jacqueline.
Thinking thatlife will be nicer with xiao ding dang.
:)

Fail fail and all goes it's fail!

2010-02-04T16:31:00.008+08:00

Fly for freedom.

Did class decoration just now. :)
It's fun,laughing madly with Harriet and Kohqing with their friends.
Joker - JACKSON! He's a humorous guy. :D

Studies. I suck at it.
Gosh. Phy test is like a ERRRRR.
AHHH! Chinese I lost 7 marks and total marks is only 40.i lost 17.5 %!
Damn it. It's all the teacher's fault!!!!!!! She gave us only 40 minutes.
NO fair. D':
& she wanted us to get her a kite by tmr if not she's going to minus our marks!
(angry face*)
& she's one of the CO in charge teacher!
ARG. ><
I just can't deal with them. D:

I'm so tired now.
I need a break. Have a Kit-Kat! HAHA! :)

CAMP! YEAH!

Time to bond with 3 respect. I'm rather excited! xD
Even though i can't spend it with jy,sp and jp &&&&&&psl JH!
But i think it will be fun with Koh qing and others! ;)
And it'll be a good break from studies!

Meeeting stephanie soon for lunch > YEAH!:D
Thanks for kq's message it's really nice with all the encouragement after she know that matter! :]
And sjy,sp,jh,jp LAUGHTER DURING THESE FEW DAYS OF RECESS.
& not left-ing me out! YEA!
Thanks ppl! :)

Jacqueline.
I'm going to re-watch hai pai tian xin!

Happy birthday aunt!2 years already!WOOHOOO!:D

2010-02-01T16:04:00.004+08:00

Bye.

OMG!Today it's the last ep of hai pai tian xin!
:D
It's damn nice!:D(Thumbs up!)
Didn't went for CO. I'm a bit dizzy!
So stayed at home and rest.

I think i lost 4 bucks!:(

Gottogo to fb!
Bye

Jacqueline

HURRY HURRY!

2010-01-31T19:39:00.003+08:00

The wallet shop.

Pink!

Hello i'm back to blog.
Went to grandma's house yesterday,played in timezone!:D
The car racing thing!;D Played with the dog, the dog chewed fel's care bear.
EEEEEEEEWWWWW! HAHA! ;)

Went for tuition today!
It's fun cause the teacher is really fast. Phew.
I made it through the lesson! Yea. :D
Went home,did maths. /:
Spend 2 hours on it. Errrrrrr.
Haven studied for SS! AHHH!:O
I'm in hot soup. -.-''

Fel accompany mum to buy a wallet for me.
I didn't go with they to pray. Cause i haven start on my homework yet.
Awwws. :(
But they bought a MYUK wallet for me! YAY!
It's in pink!~ ;D

There's english and ss test tomorrow.
I dreaded to go school now. :(
Why?

See'y tmr.
Going online to see hai pai tian xin last ep tomorrow!
Stay tuned. :}

I'm so happy now.
HAHA!MYUK WALLET!:D

Jacqueline
wasted my friday! :(
If not i will be relaxing now. D:

Ignore me when you think i'm acting.

2010-01-30T13:10:00.004+08:00

Sleepy sloopy now.

:D Going grandma's house later!

Bye.

Go seee the little cute guy dog.(arrow up)

Bye;

Jacqueline.

i will forget everything about you.

i never ever think that i'm that bad in your heart.

Forget it. it's all over. :(

the pervious.

2010-01-29T20:57:00.003+08:00

Tears. Only comes from your heart not your brain.

The previous post is just all my crapps. (arrow down)
Ignore it, :D
I'm just trying to venting anger only.
:)
There will always be shine after the rain.
I breakdown just now i front of my aunt.
Ahhh.
it's so embarrassing. :O
Whatever,it maybe over. but the cut is real deep.

Went to buy uniform with my mum just now!!!
YEAH! I bought long tees! Bought a few more so can dry faster!
:) Thanks mum! :)

Online just now already,
it have been an hour,so bye. :)
See ppl soon! :D

Jacqueline;the color of tears.
i'm a noobshit that always thought i will tolerate.
But now,i'm letting the volcano in me spilling lava out crazily.
/:

you dare to say you are not?

2010-01-29T13:14:00.007+08:00

i don't care even if the whole world scold me cause of you.

I don't know.
Please la hor,who want to act infront of you?
Who are you? Please. -.-
LOLS
everyone is talking and you just me?
Why? Not picking on me? then ?
Ignore me,smsed me those short ans as if i have just disturb you or something?
PLEASE.
Goodness. you are not that great to let me act in front of.
-.-
I just trying to controll.
Seriously. How many times did i scold or scream at you.
I didn't i think.so....................................... i only gave you the sad look but i didn't scream you.
But you? how many time you scold me?
sec 2 class deco? how many times you say me stupid?
How many times? Joking? I don't know.

Act in front of you?
PLEASEPLEASE! :O
You maybe right? So what? is it wrong to take my money back?
What's your attitude when you get the money from me? Nice.
Now?- pisssed off.
I dk.
i really don't know,.
I tried to talk to you? but you always gave me a pissed off look
that till now i can still remember the look.
So what this? Use all the words to describe me man.
As much as you like.
it's NONE of my bussiness anymore.
I need to concentrate.
No giving any shit about you anymore.
I'm really really very frustrated when i saw your post.
Wanted to tag you nicely so that we can be together again
through all the fights? It's now ended.
so seriously.:'(
I'm really very very tired already...
REALLY.
I fail both of my indices test.
I'm very disppointed already.
seriously.
stop affecting my life.
:(
DOn't care then don't blog it out la! xO

Jiayi?
How many times she scold me? I think lesss than once.
she will never ignore me.
I act one.
whatever. -.- please. when you are talking to chloe did you ignore me.
Yes. If jiayi is talking to chloe she will include me into their conversation and never leave me alone. :')

Jacqueline.
I don't know what i want.

a week is ending soon!

2010-01-28T15:11:00.006+08:00

I will be fine even without you. :)

Obviously i watched hai pai tian xin ep 13! :D
It's super duper nice!:) It's ending soon. /:
My junior Stephanie watched it and she joined CO.
It's great to have her to accompany me! so YAY.
:D

Through this week of life,i found logarithm fun. :) Seriously.
But i'm still struggling with my indices. :(
I just can't get the fact right. D:
But i'm so not going to give up.

Chemisty practical today!
WOW. It was - boring. :)
Did chromatography for two periods!It's like so LONG. :}
Found a something true that i consider as a fact that it's easier to give than take.
Well,school life wasn't really smooth. B:

But i'm trying,
thanks to Jia Yi who always there for me seriously. Tolerate my ''lame-ness'' and ''bad-ness''. i think.

Jacqueline.

you may think you are right but maybe this time you are wrong?
I don't know whether should i hate you or not.
I can't tolerate all these.
AHHHH!:O
Stop showing me ANYTHING for goodness sake.
So what if you are in the 519315
It's nothing to do with daily life of mine.
It's only a 331 to me.
I'm going to 331 only for 161591420.

IDONWHYAMIFEELINGTHISWAY.

2010-01-23T11:39:00.008+08:00

-Is paris beautiful?
-''duh!''

I enjoyed shopping yesterday,bought a pair of footwear from ba-ta.
$30! ;D
Decided to use it as my new year footwear cause no more time to shop!
:)

Met sister yesterday at 9!!!!NINE!*screams*
She bought her ladies wear in just 20 minutes time!
and brother bought pants for G2000.
Kinda of tired waiting for him. /:
He's super duper slow.

-(.......)

I don't know why i feeling this way now.
:(
I think i'm just too tired.
Woke up at 11 today. *yawns*
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I think i started using FAT LI CIA one right?
HAHA. i feel so random. :}

Anyway,tomorrow is my great great grandma's death anni.
Need to go back grandma's house tomorrow.
:) see my funky cousins again!
Yeahs!:D

Kay,i got to go and bath i think!
Bye.

Jacqueline!:)

It's weekends!

2010-01-22T15:13:00.004+08:00

All i wish is you.

Today is FRIDAY!
I love fridays! :)
Cause tomorrow it's weekend! & i'm going my grandparent's house!I think.
Gonna have great fun there,know what i'm bored and tired by the books and everything!
:D
& i'm going SHOPPING later! Jealous? :O
But feli is going back school,so she's not going shopping.
:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Had phy practical today.
Kind of stressed while doing,cause everyone is doing really fast.
& i'm like the last few? :B

Did class decoration during chem lesson.
Fun. :)

Return the keys and the diary then homed.
Reach home at about 145pm. :)
Had lunch,talked to dad cause he's at home which is super unusual.
:D
Then com-ed! :}

ILOVEFRIDAYS,SCHOOL ENDS EARLY & WEEKENDS!
*scream* :O *scream*

School sucks.

2010-01-21T15:31:00.004+08:00

SATURDAY is so fun!

Didn't went grandma's house because aunt wasn't free as she have to pack her house.

So went shopping with mum and sister!

Ate lots of things.

Yumi yogurt,pepper lunch,tako balls, and a meat ball!

It's fun and i bought lots of stuffs.

Going shopping tomorrow,to buy and fatlicia's footwear for new year!

Omg i love it,i love shopping even though it's tiring.

Monday went to have lunch with Kq and friends.

Had PEPPER lunch AGAIN. :}

Then CCA-ED.

Tuesday,

went home,watched ep 12 of Hai Pai Tian Xin.

ILOVETHESHOWTOTHEMAX!

Pink Panter!<3

Wednesday,

lunched with Hui Han (chicken rice)

Bought sweets then CCA-ED.

:) home at 630!

How i wish my life is so colorful.

Today.

Pe was fun and tiring. And i enjoyed it.

CAPTAINS' BALL ROCK!:D

Back home at 2.50 pm.

Seriously i feel damn drained out./:

Lessons,homework & tests.

I'm getting sick of it & can't wait for CNY to come. :(

I want to end my pain,hopefully,during the CNY,forget everything.

Lunched,feeling really sleepy but i have decided to blog first.

:D!

I'm so damn excited for today's 7pm show in channel U!

AHHHHH!:O

& 6pm show also at channel U!

:)<3

i have failed tests.

:( One of each,eng and maths.

~~I'm worrying for my eng now.~~ ><

What can i do.

& i think with my chinese teacher,my chinese will also GG.

:( cause she's having lessons in a very very slow speed.

One format of letter writing can take her weeks to teach us.

We have started last week, not yet done and we are only at half of everything.

:( :( :(

With love;

Jacqueline

Things isn't going my way in school

Tests and homework make me feel so stress and drained out.

Ppl revising and working really hard,but i tried too but don't know why i just can't focus.

I tried studying ,but it is always ending up sleeping or using computer.

I don't know what i want.

But i just feel so restless.

:'(

I'm so tired and i need my rest now.

JACQ,I'M STRONG!<3

I forgot the meaning of being contented.

Hot tomato. *yummmm*

Eng can be fun.

PARTY!! :)

TIRED.

Wow.

Busyyyy beeeeee~

CNYYYYYYY!

the warmth from the sunset. :)

TIBITS!

Back Ache. /:

i will be stronger as i fall. :'(

W.o.r.k. -.-

shopppppppinggggg~~~

OLVLS RESULTS.

I'm back.

Merry christmas!

CHALET.

BNJ TRAINING.

JOBBBBBBBBBB= YAWNS

A tiring WEEK. (:

CAMP MALAYSIA.

It's 111111! (:

OLVLS

Sept. holidays.boomz.

WOW WOW.

I'm too slow!

CHOMP CHOMP

WELL WELLL.

my life is in a total mess. :(

Old ''forks'' HOME.

WAaaaaa. :'(

HECTIC LIFE/

School is so damn tiring. :(

I can't believe

xin qing bu hao, please get out of my sight.

It's the last day of 2010. :(

MY STRANGE LIFE.

SHOPPING

FAMILY CHALET IS AWESOME! C:

it's raining soon.

i'm back!

AHHHHH>

last day of school.

school tmr. /:

muggggginnnngggggg!

wow.

it's time for me to change.

IT's weekend again! :)

SCHOOL STRESS!:/

SCHOOL./:

i;m alive.

Project.

laugh.

:) Jacq's happy with life.

FLAG DAYYY!:D

CEC CAMP 2010!

I'm back!:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

Had my ptm!

Phew/

1st in the inter-class captain's ball! :D

no point crying over spilled milk.

Meeting.

Stress up~!

Dread.

MYE IS OVER!

See'y

MYE: 4 days away.

it;s time to say goodbye!

BUSY/ STRESSED.

Packed and tiring life. :(

i have an awesome dad!;)

field trip and studyday?:D

TIRING WEEK.

Co camp!

Holiday= no rest

BACK,alive.

it's AWESOME.

Exciting

Hot tomato. yummmm